i just asked someone whom i thought is able to give me the answer. i mentioned if i should move on and his reply was "i think you should move on..". so i guess thats all i need for my answer. probably i've been the one who's been thinking a little too much about this but what's the matter with the words being used in the text messages? perhaps i just yearn too much of the feeling of being in a relationship which explains why i've been reading too much into it. yet, why bother giving me the wrong idea then? perhaps he treats other girls the same as well. perhaps, perhaps. and i am sure to say that i'm not sad or whatever to hear about this. perhaps i don't even have much feel for him. infact, i actually feel relieved. okay. see, no one's at fault. not him, not me. and i'm glad nothing much happen between us. just a movie is nothing, perhaps he just consider it as just watching a movie and nothing else. fortunately, i have yet to put in much feelings for him. things shall remain as how it is and so is our friendship. (:
went out to meet up with kailing and chunfu. i so miss them! went to ms to walk a little and had dinner after that. then we met up with pinwen and went over to suntec for donuts. bought apple cinnamon and glazed. went to carrefour for drinks and the sushi that pinwen was craving for. we wanted a place to sit down and eat. someone suggested that we go over to the rocher high way bridge where we first tonned over. so yeah, we walked over there and sat right in the middle spot where we used to, a few years back. but it was wierd as all we wanted was a spot to sit down and eat but we chose a spot where all the dust is flying arnd. HAHA! but its alright. we had fun though. talked about alot of stuff, including HPT. walked over to ms and played with this "water fountain" thingy. took pictures and left for home.
suddenly, i began to miss all the chapel services that i've been attending in phs for my 2 senior years. i miss all the songs. especially "still, by hillsongs"
Still
Words and Music by Reuben Morgan
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust
it reminds me of events like thanksgiving, etc. alright. school tml.
au voirs!
