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Wednesday, September 26
{ freed on 10:39 PM




watch! or search for "miss swan" on youtube. super funny! but its been quite a long period of time ago alrdy.


{ freed on 2:35 PM

had land training on monday. ran 5.6 clique. was tough but at least it was better than the first time i did 5.6km. abs was increased from 50,100 to 60,100. went home after training. shagged. but i took dinner first, before turning in. else, i'll kena tekan by my parants.

went for lab talk yesterday with nathan and friends. then i met up with joanne, shimin and chengxun after the talk. they took my phone and intend to hide it from me loh. and they think that i'm so easy to bluff. how can they be so heartless to leave my phone alone? HAHA!

went to send bev's hard drive for repair, seeked for sparkles and candles at the pasar malam, then shimin and i head off for dinner and home while joanne went with chengxun to retrive the hard drive and grab a bite. met up with shimin at 8.25pm, bought HL milk- 2 choco for jojo and i, 2 original for shimin and chengxun, 1L each. gam milk till so shuang lah. then now cx has got like so many milk cartons in his fridge cos we left it there. we made 2 rockets initially and tried it out at his roof. it didn't worked. and it caught on fire. so we wet the grass with the tap spray. ended up that we began playing water and wetting each other. WAHAHAH! then his laundry was done and he dried it. sighs. conclusion, guys wont touch what is left there in the corner of the house unless he have to or left with no choice. LOL.

continue to make more rockets in an attempt to shoot them. the rest started coming in. yuxin, ruth, sihong, melvin(big and small), adeline, benedict. went to xiao gui lin to try out the rockets and the first 2 were super successful! good job. HAHHA! benedict's didn't work out. the super duper thick rocket that we made didnt work out. but it gave a super big effect. sailed "sampans" and threw sparkles into xiao gui lin, which gave a "chuit!" sound. LOL. cool. took cab home with joanne at arnd 1? the night surcharge was expensive. like $7 bucks?! god damn it.








ruth's love for billy. LOL.










my first "sampan".







my 2nd attempt "sampan", with science being taken into consideration. HAHA.






"sampan" tio stuck due to trash in xiao gui lin.




us. :D



although i didn't get to stay over, but the few hours of fun was more than enough. totally enjoyed myself.


school today. met up with joanne, bev and cheryl? couldn't rmb. STM. those who stayed over didn't meet us up cos they were still at cx's hse. was abit snooked during lessons. but it wasn't as bad. met up for 1st breakout. didn't go for 2nd breakout and i think too much indoor is causing me headache. but anw, i was so addicted to the crumpler pictures that i kept browsing them online.

The Soupansalad , $153



The Complete Seed
, $183
The Western Lawn, $98





HAHA. nice eh?! there were times when i felt like quitting 4skns and gettting a better pay job or go and work at events where quick cash and good money is being paid. shall see how. it kind of felt like wasting my time there. although i've known really nice people over there. to stay or to leave? if i leave, i'll be having more free time on weekends. and $4.50/hr is effing low.



gtg.



auvoirs!



cognitive plus water training tml.



Friday, September 21
{ freed on 11:18 PM

last friday

BENJI!! you'd better read my blog more often, though i may not update it as often okay. hadn't talked to you for quite a while already. how's everything coming along? how's FYP? things ain't so tough as they seem. for all is in control. or maybe not. (: i miss benji, for he's a super duper nice guy during orientation. :D



i guess that's how hy could feel towards me. oh yeah? well. it didn't matter anymore. but probably i'm still alittle bit not yet convinced by myself.



so anyway, managed to pulled through communications today. faci was a bore. i've got a A and a B so far. considered alright i guess. after all, its only the first week. went out to carrefour at suntec with joanne, adeline and sihong, in an attempt to get a clothed FBT. but all that was there were dry-fit materials, which wasn't as absorbent. then we discovered a oranged-based with black, FBT. it will sure work well as a jersey cos firstly, the reebok's white jersey is too expensive for some. plus, those who are not going for competition may not get refunded for it, and in turn, have to pay for extras. 2nd- it works within the budget and we could get a team shorts or towel with the remaining. 3rd- the color is less prone to dirt as well. so thats suppose to be a workable proposal i guess. shall upload the pics tonight.

showed bob the pictures on saturday when we're on the bus for training and i realised that he has the same on at home. but he doesn't mind getting one new piece. did k2 with bev for 10km minus away 1250m. then i tried k1. and i only capsized once. woohoo! but of course got water in the boat la. but abit only. hilarious things happened when i'm back at the pontoon. i couldn't get up the pontoon, my boat floated away while i was trying to help yuxin up, hence i have to jump back in to get the boat. embarassing. when for lunch then to work while the others went to fish for prawns and headed to chengxun's house for stayover plus dota. work was a bore. no idea why. prolly of my mood when i got to 4skns. but the crowd was damn big, to me la. sian. saw him, but i didn't feel anything unusual. just like ordinary friends. met up derrick for home after work.

skipped training again on sunday and went to chengxun's hse. was having a bad flu there. didn't go for work either, but i did account for it. not like melissa. wahahaha. played piano, watched movie. slacked and snooked arnd at cheng xun's hse. kenneth played jay zhou's "an jing". super talented! ask to watch it from cheng xun. classic seh! went for dinner then to fish for prawns. caught 11 prawns- melvin(B), kenneth, yongann, chengxun, benedict, shimin & i. the dog at the farm there looks quite big, though. and this particular prawn just refuses to be BBQ-ed. it jumped off the fire, and fell onto the floor.

got home at arnd 11 plus. had a fun day ytd. no bad no bad. at least i didn't regret not going for work.

kind of snooked. shall rest earlier today.

gtg.
training ltr.
au voirs!

moved on alrdy.


{ freed on 9:11 AM

he replied in regard to the previous IM that i sent him when he was offline.
main point
him: den when can i meet u for movie again?
me: wed or friday loh.
him: wa
him: wed or fri loh.
him: u not willingly
him: lol
me: pardon my question
me: but whats ur mentality when ur asking me for a movie?
him: erm
him: miss u
him: haha
me: mmm. so do u always ask ur friend out for a movie when u miss them?
me: u r dammn tricky
him: haha
him: it all depends
me: tricky meh?
me: haha. what do u mean by "it all depends"?
him: depend on who
me: i see. have you misleaded anybody in any case?
him: as in?
me: as in giving the other party the wrong idea.
him: donoe le
him: did i mislead u?
me: i have no idea.
him: haha
him: don tink so la
him: tot u said u r turning in?
me: cool.
me: yeah
me: soon

then he ended the conversation saying that he needs to return to his room because its hot at his com there. well, guessed i've scared him off already and thats the furthermost my courage can bring me to asking for an answer. but whatever the case, i'm moving on. i wouldn't want it to be seen as otherwise though.

moving on.

au voirs!


{ freed on 1:17 AM



watch it! f-ing k4 and c4!


Thursday, September 20
{ freed on 10:48 PM

):

its not as though it has never happened before. but it didn't occur to me that this particular occurence today will have such a big impact on me. no matter what happen, it will always be my fault. its not as if i'm not old enough to gain your trust and to avoid such mistakes but somehow, i just heck care about it at times and make you worry. you're worried, yet at times, you have no idea how to express it in the right way. maybe some communication modules will help you in that. but you will never have the time for that. i have always wanted to talk to you nicely and treat you alot better than how i am doing now but somehow, there are just somethings that you have misconception for and just didn't understand. perhaps that's called age gap. but why of all people, you would rather trust those bitches at ur workplaces, rather than me? that hurted alot and it felt even more difficult to get the idea across to you for i know u're as stubborn as me. on the other hand, thinking of how hard you've worked for the family and whenever i'm hungry, you cook for me; whenever i say that i'll wash the dishes after my meal and failing to, you always do it for me; you always give me extra allowance despite it being tight for you; you always make it an effort to make milo and snacks for me in the morning when leaving for school or for training. damn it! i feel so indebted to you. and it ain't the first time that i'm tearing when blogging this down. i yearn to be more mature in my thinking and not to let you worry. i shall fulfill the promise i made to my brother.
-thanks mum!

school has been alright so far. new class's gonna be very fun. 10 more days and i'll be getting my pay. 1 more day to the usual weekends. arnd 3 more weeks to pol-ite. wonder if i'll get into the competition. shall be pulling with more effort. shall be returning home before 10. anw, i just received the navy recruitment letter. should i change my course? random? i thought so too. mmm. nvm. had water training just now. went on k2 with bev. easy paddle to 1k mark, went for 4km continuously(back to 1km mark), did 100m of hard strokes, followed by 50m easy, for 2km. then easy to 250m and back. so i guess that makes up to 7km.

i'm yearning for someone. but who? i guess i shall move on and look for better choices at the same time. no matter what, i shall find a time to ask him what he thinks. at least it gives me a answer.

gtg.

au voirs!

<3! mummy!


Wednesday, September 19
{ freed on 12:24 AM

i just asked someone whom i thought is able to give me the answer. i mentioned if i should move on and his reply was "i think you should move on..". so i guess thats all i need for my answer. probably i've been the one who's been thinking a little too much about this but what's the matter with the words being used in the text messages? perhaps i just yearn too much of the feeling of being in a relationship which explains why i've been reading too much into it. yet, why bother giving me the wrong idea then? perhaps he treats other girls the same as well. perhaps, perhaps. and i am sure to say that i'm not sad or whatever to hear about this. perhaps i don't even have much feel for him. infact, i actually feel relieved. okay. see, no one's at fault. not him, not me. and i'm glad nothing much happen between us. just a movie is nothing, perhaps he just consider it as just watching a movie and nothing else. fortunately, i have yet to put in much feelings for him. things shall remain as how it is and so is our friendship. (:


went out to meet up with kailing and chunfu. i so miss them! went to ms to walk a little and had dinner after that. then we met up with pinwen and went over to suntec for donuts. bought apple cinnamon and glazed. went to carrefour for drinks and the sushi that pinwen was craving for. we wanted a place to sit down and eat. someone suggested that we go over to the rocher high way bridge where we first tonned over. so yeah, we walked over there and sat right in the middle spot where we used to, a few years back. but it was wierd as all we wanted was a spot to sit down and eat but we chose a spot where all the dust is flying arnd. HAHA! but its alright. we had fun though. talked about alot of stuff, including HPT. walked over to ms and played with this "water fountain" thingy. took pictures and left for home.

suddenly, i began to miss all the chapel services that i've been attending in phs for my 2 senior years. i miss all the songs. especially "still, by hillsongs"

Still
Words and Music by Reuben Morgan
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

it reminds me of events like thanksgiving, etc. alright. school tml.

au voirs!


Tuesday, September 18
{ freed on 10:50 AM

yesterday was a brand new day for the entire semester 2. although we started school much much more earlier than other polytechnics, well, i guess its worth it. at least i'm enjoying school. after searching tru yandao.com for the new faces of my classmates, i thought that my class is going to be abit "chui". cos they all look so hilarious. and my photo seems hilarious as well. but the first day of school was quite alright. infact, i think that our class is going to be fun.

i did science module yesterday, about biological cells. cool huh? everyone in my team did their part although 2 of them didn't have any biology backgrounds. thats what i enjoy. and i'm glad i have yet to loose any concentration during lessons. just that my science faci is a ah neh. no biaseness against them but her pronounciation is preety bad. "cells management" become "sales management". nahbeh. we thought we're having enterprise module luh.

had land training ytd and 4.8km was increased to 5.6km. after not having running for 3 weeks, my stamina dropped. it was already killing me during my 4th round, out of 7. bought beard papa and sushi. looked them up during their dinner and went home tgt.

computting and mathematics today. it wasn't tough. it was fun lah. its the first time i paid so much attention during a computting lesson. i'm gonna score well man!

alright. shall be meeting kailing and chunfu after school. but i think she's still asleep. i miss them alot! guess no matter what, i won't forget my roots, despite failing to commite like how i used to do.

awwwh! i feel like watching a movie with someone now. but he's still in hongkong. he'd better get something for me. WAHAHAHA!.

gtg.
au voirs!


Sunday, September 16
{ freed on 1:07 AM

guess i should ask someone to help me ask you a question that gives me a answer to whether i should continue to put in feelings or am i just wasting my time on you. (: it was nice to hear those sweet words from you but i wonder if u really mean it. -till ur back from hongkong.

had water training today. did 2 x 4km on k2 with bev. on our 2nd set of 4km's 3rd km, it started to rain heavily and it felt like the rain was hitting on us. i could hardly see what's infront of me and the rain is irritating. so anw, went back to the pontoon wobbily, with the choppy waves. it was raining heavily. so we were gathered under the shelter at the pullup bars and benedict was asked to sing songs. woooh! so high. then ben pulled melissa out, melissa pulled kenneth out, and thanks to chengxun, kenneth pulled out. nah beh. we were standing on the slope and i was suggesting that we yo-and-yo when singing. and just as i did my first yo, i slipped and fell. nahbeh. they must be enjoying the joke lah. and kenneth didnt bother helping me up loh. benedict was the one who helped me up and it hurted alot! then melvin and bob had to join us. woah lao. macham entertain them until the rain subsided. it just wasn't my day. first, didn't kena polar bear during chalet. then now fel while yo-ing. so unglam lah. but im alrdy very unglam le. so its alright man. then we did 6km, follwed by pull-ups and we called it a day.

went to have mixed vegetables rice after training and it was quite cheap. 4 dishes for only $3. then chengxun and peisi, these 2 crazy feller were competing against each other in eating chilli. they bought a pack of chilli padi and a bottle of chilli sauce. chilli padi dipped in chilli sauce then eat it! woah. hiong sia! the 2 of them were tearing alrdy. left before they finished their chilli padis. but they both choked on the chilli and cannot take it. sure sore throat or fever de.

no idea why but i was feeling very high when i got to my workplace. eve and shimin came to drop by, then hong and cheryl, then saw zhiheng and rauf. so the day passed by very quickly. heeren was kind of crowded because of the event NUM was having. successful it was.

school's reopening on monday. super early can. i want my pay and i want life the way it is during these 3 weeks of breaks- training, work, training, work... fun and tiring. i guess i like it better this way. :D

gtg. training tml morning, i guess. unless i felt like sleeping again.. okay. maybe i'll skip. urgh!

au voirs!

science module on first day of school. goner!


Friday, September 14
{ freed on 3:35 PM

aight!




and so, i went for the chalet. met up with adeline and munhow after my work and went to changi tgt. bought ice cream and drinks, for ourselves! wahahah. and it was only after we've reached the chalet, that i come to realise that the chalet K was not the one that i've stayed in when i was in sec2. yes, the OCH is there, but its not infront of the chalet. OCH is practically side by side to our chalet!! it was easy to find our way there because they were making alot of noise while playing catching in the dark. HAHA! then they played blindmice. then the guys resorted to hiding up in the ceiling, along the corridor.


aint it classic?!


everyone was perspiring after the games. bathed while some watched movie on their laptops. benedict and i went to cook some instant noodles after that while benjamin offered us assistance, though there should not be any difficulty in cooking them ourselves. LOL. nvm. then we played poker with chengxun, adeline, cheryl and bev. bob and some guys went to get prata and we had it before we slept at arnd 4, cos we were watching movies again and games. woke up at arnd 8. went for breakfast with joanne, peili, adeline, munhow. we bought 40 chui kuehs, a box of pancakes, boxes of beancurd and carrot cakes while adeline and i bought our alcohol for the night. intended to spilt the cost among those who are eating but peili says it shall be her treat. :D


we then went out to rent bikes together and it was very cheap as we each paid $8 and we were allowed to keep the bike with us overnight. cycled all the way to changi airport there to watch the planes, along with everybody. hanting and lala went back halfway. it was so cool. riding along the roads, speeding and racing against each other, and perspiring. HAHA! we stopped by the water cooler and playground at the jetty there. then it was dinner. bought food again and we went back to bake our marshmellows and cooked instant again! went out to changi village via cycling with adeline and benjamin to get more backups and drinks and bought stingray. it was cool to cycle out at night. :D


teevee, bathed, drank our alcohols, felt abit heavy in our heads. cheryl's face was super red by just drinking breezer la! HAHA! bev was super super red as she drank alot of barcadi. LOL.


was feeling sleepy but didnt want to turn in that early. so a grp of us played polar bear in the dota room. and pathetic and depressed i was, after 2 hours plus of polar bear, i didn't even get to be the polar bear for even once. ))):


slept at arnd 3plus to 4. woke up at 915, after my alarm has been snoozing for an hour plus. packed and left. cycled back to changi village and oh man! we start to feel the pain of the bumps from yesterday's long distance cycling. no wonder kenneth's reaction was so big when he got onto the bike. HAHA. lunch and then to home. so tired that i slept tru-out the whole train journey.


training and work for tml.

shall be off soon. need more sleep.

au voirs!


and canoe chalet was super fun!


Tuesday, September 11
{ freed on 10:57 PM

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no Alibi
‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret
For the Truth Of a Thousand Lies

[Pre-Chorus]
So let Mercy Come
And Wash Away
What I’ve Done

[Chorus]
I’ve Faced myself
To Cross out what I’ve Become
Erase Myself
And let Go of What I’ve done
Put to rest
What you Thought of Me
Well I Cleaned this Slate
With the Hands of Uncertainty

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]
For What I’ve Done
I’ll start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m Forgiving What I’ve Done!!!

[Chorus]

What I’ve Done Forgiving What I’ve Done


{ freed on 10:06 PM

i guess i'll hardly trust online shopping again. the first time i did my purchase, the person didn't even send me the item. to add on to that, i deleted the email that she sent to me. dumb, isn't it? the second time, i bought a top. when i got the item, the colour turned out totally wrong. so the best way is still to purchase clothings from shops, themselves. i just bought a long cardigan today and i'm glad i asked for her contacts, be it real or not, i'm keeping all forms of conversation between me and her, till i get the item.

went to school with adeline and her classmates. played abit of basketball under the big sun which did not have much of a cloud/s arnd it. dehydrated. but fortunately, adeline used 2.10 and managed to get 4 bottles of 100plus and a bottle of green tea from the vending machine. :D

so many machines from the gym has been shifted outside and the gym has brought in some new machines that we were very amazed with and adeline&i even thought that those machines could even be more efficient then using bars. there's this machine that allows you to train ur biceps and ur whole stretch or back muscles. isn't that what we wanted? its so cool. it would be good to have one at home. then i can train my back muscles. adeline was so attracted to this particular machine cos it allows her muscles lines to show till so defined when doing the reps. LOL.

i stopped running after 1km. probably because i've taken too much fluids, it felt terrible to run. did biceps, triceps and abs. went for a swim, got a lighter shade of tan arnd the white areas that were being covered by the fbt top during training and played catching. took pictures and called it a day. felicia, ade, kelly and i took cab to cwp and we paid 80cents each. HAHA! queued for donuts, bought yogurt and sushi and home after that.

now that i'm able to connect to my modem alrdy, i can use internet till i puke. HAHA! chalet tml. shall be packing my barang and wash my training gear from today. my shift from 2pm has been changed to full shift bcos of the shortage of man power. september's pay~~

gtg.
au voirs!


Monday, September 10
{ freed on 7:16 PM

so many things have happened. expected, unexpected. its really not easy to predict what will happen to you, isn't it? mmm. im at home right now, thanks to that nice feller using wireless again. till i get the userid and password from my brother abt the modem, i'll have to depend on "external help" on wireless.

water training today, instead of land, probably because we're having our chalet on thursday. and i just realised that the chalet is from wednesday to friday. and they will only be able to get the keys by 2pm on wednesday, which means that i'll have to bring my barang barang to work. then it will look like im running away from home.. anw, if i'm not wrong, the chalet that my friend booked was changi aloha chalet K, which is directly behind OCH. which also implies that its the chalet that we stayed during our 1st 2904 chalet. cool. :D

went on k2 with joanne today and did 8km. we tried bursting for 250meters every 2km. the feeling was good, cos the boat was moving fast! :D but we still need to practise alot more on it. then we changed to k1 and i capsized at the pontoon. and somewhere like 150 or 200ms away from the pontoon. benedict came to "save" me though. and i asked him to accompany me along the way, incase i capsized. he was like a mobile radio, singing songs while i paddled and tapped my way along. capped once more near 250m on my way back and that marks the end of the training. kw allowed the guys to try on k1 for awhile and they were so happy lah. HAHA! but some of them can actually balance quite well, but just probably they have to learn how to use the raddle instead of edging. LOL.

my entire back, along my spine area is really aching, plus my lower calve. i feel like lying down and forget abt everything. and the back aching part is due to using the correct position and technique to paddle. oh, plus, my lower leg is having blueblacks from empting the Ks.

hey gorgeous! on later. and i forgot about my dinner. sighs.

anw, i met up with jerome they all after lunch. i stood aside while they smoked. felt dumb though. HAHA! left for home.

gtg.
auvoirs!


Friday, September 7
{ freed on 8:03 PM

went for a haircut today because i couldn't stand the thickness and the weather. but i cant tie it up anymore. its not that it isnt long enough. its that its not thick enough. wth. but its alright, cos it will always grow. another term more while the thickness is there.

i guess i can't be bothered with what's on his mind alrdy. just as im set on heck caring about him, he texted me to say he miss me. whatever. he's like pulling the kite back whenever its flying too far off. dont care.

im in the library now. and my ass is aching from sitting down. i've installed the modem alrdy. but what i need now is the userid and the password which my brother will email me on. cool. dont have to stay out for wireless anymore. canoeing chalet next week- tuesday to thursday. guess i'll stay over on tuesday, go for work on wed and back to the chalet at night, then home on thursday. :D

im feeling hungry now. food!

au voirs!


Thursday, September 6
{ freed on 10:44 PM

thanks to this super nice dude who's been using wireless router in his/her apartment that entitles me to use it as well. :D

so anyway, i got my pay for august but as the cut-off date for the pay is on 24th, my pay is kind of pathetic. but september's pay is going to make me grin from ear to ear because of all the extra shifts i've requested. :D reported to heeren earlier to cash my cheque. started work at 2 and finished it till closing.

had water training today. tried k2 with sihong in the back sit. we spent arnd an hour doing 2km while bev and shimin finished 6km, due to our countless capsizes- woah, shakes head*. it felt totally hopeless at that time. haha. perhaps we're just not used to pairing tgt. we continued in K boats in the 2nd part of the training with joanne in front of me and sihong in k1. did stunts with joanne in the boat, as usual, and did 6km, capsized twice. wahahaha.

lunch with the guys and went to fish for prawns at katib farm, with kenneth, chengxun, shimin & mel. we shared 2 rods among us. the first hour was $14.5 and every additional hour, we'll be entitled to extra 30mins. so in total, we paid arnd 10 bucks each and caught 13 or so prawns. haha. at least better than nothing. the uncles there "coach" us on how to fish and treated us to prawns which he caught. ate quite a few and it started to reach the climax towards the end. shall visit there again.

dined with them at yishun with kevin and benedict in the the later part and then to home. wahahaha! shiok!

au voirs!


Monday, September 3
{ freed on 5:52 PM

okay okay. like FINALLY i get to get in touch with the internet again. it really gets boring to be stuck at home with only the tv and no computer. damn it! attempts to use the laptops at sports complex have failed because it always take time to load and i always do not have enough time to finish doing my stuff.

-land training last monday, went for a swim with the other canoe mates and went vivo. i brought my lappy along with me to school but i realised that it was not charged at all. damn.
-full shift on last wednesday. time flew and a day is over. extra pay for august to come!
-water training on thursday was cancelled as PUB wants to "release" water in the reservoir for the bad weather. hence, hit gym with sihong, ade, bev, lala & hanting. ran 2.5km for 20 mins on the threadmile becase it was raining outside. hell. it sure was a painful 20mins man. i usually do 33 mins for 4.8km, though its considered slow alrdy. nvm. bought a new wallet at ms and went over to comex. busy and squeezy it was.
-water training on saturday. did 4 X 2km on t1 and tried k2 with bev. went out to 1km mark and back without capsizing. haha. thanks to the "tapper" behind me! off to work.
-skipped sunday's training and left house early for work. had the spicy chicken sausage at village before work and during my break. and GDI(god damn it)! the last bite of the sausage dropped and stained my pretty top + jeans. moroon. haha. i aint refering to myself.

now for today. had land training in the morning. met lala and hanting at the train station. then we saw kenneth and gang. but we continued to walk to school. fortunately we didn't wait. else, we would be late. we were still strolling to school. HEH HEH. ate at food haven and went for 2 munchy donuts + cream puff. home after that.

I'M GETTING MY PAY~~~~~~!!

WAHAHAHAH. while students in other polys like tp just started their GDI's holiday which is arnd 1.5 months long, mine still have 2 more weeks to go. sheesh!

i'm pondering if i should go for the training camp. school's restarting in 2 weeks time and i'm really committing all that i have for canoeing, as much as 4-5 days per week. and i don't wish to change this situation. probably my passion for hpt is fading and i don't wish to commit myself into sth that i once loved alot in sec sch anymore. no idea and i've yet to confirm it either.

but i've signed up for the volunteer crew for the standard chartered marathon in december- packing crew. got free adidas goodie bag man! who doesn't want? wahahaha.

have got to link those people alrdy. else, i get "mao" when i see them again.

au voirs!