one semester is coming to a end now and i have to agree that time in poly really flies.
despite feeling insecured, i have to learn how to wait, no matter what. and i know thats the best alternative. my perspective kind of been changed.
had water training on saturday- bad. damn. i capsized twice, and its been really long since i last capsized. urgh. the waves, the direction, the edging, CAPSIZED!! damn it. did arnd 9 km cos i capsized on my 2km. then beverly and i swop over to k2. sihong missed the chance for K boat. oh wells. went for work after that, as usual. i was feeling tired and was expecting someone or something to happen to alert me. and he came to look me up on his way to the office. :D (but i should be thinking too much now. just wait.) home with jon later on.
went for yesterday's training as usual. did one set-10km. the initial 5/6km was still alright. the last few 4km was a tough one for me. the current, edging, fear of capsizing again, tired and aching. i was just trying to pull through the whole set, hoping that it will end soon. *i should maintain my strokes throughout the whole 10km. had lunch and went to heeren early. itwas good. managed to catch a 30mins nap. better than nothing. then i stayed at adorn for the whole day. adorn's much more interesting than 4skin though. got nice music and can sit down, plus the view to the crowd passing by- GREAT! haha. except that koonteck's mp3 went flat at arnd 7 and it was super boring without the music. esther's a nice person to talk to. :D
home after that.
time trial this saturday, compulsory. guess we'll be spilt into boys and girls again.
keep my mind off this matter. whats mine, will deem be mine. thanks pinwen, for hearing me, although what you've told me is what i used to tell others. HAHA.
au voirs!
