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Tuesday, July 31

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went with hongyi to watch "ALONE" last friday. it was a sweet experience i think. (: the movie was nice. and for me, it turned out to be a comedy. the theatre was full and even before the scary scene was out, people started screaming and the whole theatre was laughing after that. its alright that people scream at scary scenes but they started laughing at themselves for screaming. and i was laughing. AHAH. and hongyi was saying that i'm sadistic cos people scream while i laugh. oh wells. (:

RP was officially opened on tuesday! we waited so long for the PM and the ministers to come luh. then alan, hanting, lala, joanne and i were crapping about GST 7%. HAHA. the dinner really is buffet. bcos they kept refilling the food. :D then at W2's lawn, all the guys got wet, except alan and hanting. and i got wet also, but only my top. we played BELLY BUTTON also. was feeling so high. the main point was that they security guards did nothing to stop us although they passed by us a number of times.

went for water training ytd. i was assigned to T2 with sihong in the front seat. we were abit "demoralised" that we have to take T2 and our first 2Km was bullshit and sucked because our direction was really bad. HAHA. even the guy's T2, which started out later than us, were ahead of us. and our boat was the last. training was brought to a halt becos of the big wind. but our following 4km was much more better. and we were ahead of them, and we went straight!! then sihong and i went on k2. while bev and joanne took k1. like finally, i get to go on k2 again. we capsized a number of times. then i was assigned to the front seat to try out. it was quite good as we managed to go in rounds without capsizing. keep it up! WHEES!

went for lunch, then to town with bev and sihong. got donuts for hongyi and went to heeren. :D
just hope that things will turn out fine. it feels good to be caring for someone and to know that someone cares for u as well. :D

i was down with a running nose ytd. took medicine and fell asleep before dinner. got woke up by my mum at 12 plus in the morning to take dinner. showered and felt so cold. decided that i sleep without aircon and i wore a jacket to bed. woke up at 4 plus. felt so hot and throat was very dry. staggle my way to the kitchen for water and went back to bed. my whole back was aching very badly and it felt so hard to even sleep.

finally, my fever went down. :D got my pay yesterday :DD HAHA. whees!

i'm going for break now. the bitter taste of the medicine lurks in my throat.

gtg.
au voirs!

Friday, July 27

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had water training yesterday. had so much fun rah rah-ing on the bus. tristen, kenneth, alan, hanting and lala. HHAHA. tristen took the free bus trip while kenneth joined us for training and hanting, lala & alan watched us. we were spilt into 2 grps. sihong, bev, ade, shimin, joanne, yu xin and i were in grp1. grp 2 went off first, 2km. then followed by grp1. we did this twice. then for the last 2km, we were released one by one, with yuxin, me, bev, sihong and ade to start off tgt. did i miss out anybody? but anw, it was a nice experience. waited for the 167 for so long. i should have taken 980 instead cos 3 of them came before 167 came. did rj at sembawang mac and went home. sleep sleep sleep. it feels good to be having enough sleep.

tristen is so irritating. he's still disturbing me that im from planet X and that planet X's people eat shit.

this is what jerome said to me over the past 13 weeks:
"fishy is a wierdo man"
"fishy is one of a kind you know"
"fishy is a poorthing"
"fishy is from planet X"
"fishy is on earth because planet X is gone".

etc etc.

how nice can he get. HAH.
movie after school- "ALONE".
i love horror. HHAHAH.

gtg. au voirs!

Wednesday, July 25

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my brother's words, through msn while he is still in brunei for his NS- "
as u know, poly gpa at the end is a compilation of all the 3 yrs grades, so if u wanan get into uni, u would know whats best."

yes, i understand. and i will do sth about it. :D

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omg omg! anw, remember that i said i was 50kg a couple of posts ago, which is about a few weeks ago? i just weighed myself yesterday and im like 52kg lah. what's up with all the training man. they tell me its muscles. but, im like gaining weight lah!! im fat. ): must be the chocolate waffle after every land training. RWARRRS!

think i'll be heavier than bev soon. ))):

{ freed on 11:49 AM

went to help out during the NCC over the weekends as rescue team. and i cross my heart that we were super efficient as compared to the other 2 rescue boats. if there were to have a award for the best rescue team, it has got to be us. haha. on saturday, it was sihong and i. having to side paddle to drag the boat out of the lane while the sihong was the 2nd person behind, was the worst man. it was worst than dragon boat. we were cheering for our seniors and keeping our eyes out for any capsized boats. the first boat that i rescued was from NJC. i was asking the guy if he still have anymore races on and he said no. so sad lah.

then it was sunday. these 2 women in the team recue boat were so blurr cock that they can cheer for their school and take pictures without realising that a boat has capsized behind. then we were asked to help out again. bet it was because of our efficiency. paired up with adeline on sunday and the best part was when we have to cut across the 5 lanes to rescue the boat on the last lane. it was super duper hard to drag the boat out. then we "sped boat" across the lanes to the other side of the race course again. WHEEES! and we were rewarded with free lunch and a free tee that we've yet to get. that was the best!

bev, sihong, me and adeline. without marie. the rescue team from RP. haha.

went for work on both weekends. had land training on monday. 4km was increased to 4.8km. and i tried to breathe regularly as what adeline has told me. and i was the 4th to finish it without stopping. i ran, not jog, this time round. got to push myself further. this, i promise myself. i have to and i definitely will.

yesterday's science module wasn't as smooth as those before. mmm. all i can say is not enough research and understanding loh. and guess what was the rj question- when is ur birthday? if you were given a science book as a present, what would be ur frank reactions?

like wth. haha. anw, im finally taking my one star course this sat!! that means i'll miss out on the training on saturday. can go rent boat and canoe with hongyi after one star liao. WHEES!

im off this saturday. can go walk walk. im waiting for my cheque and allowance to come soon.

shall update again soon.

gtg.

au voirs!

Tuesday, July 17

{ freed on 3:30 PM

"Courage is keeping heart in the face of disappointment and looking at defeat not as an end but as a new beginning."

"Courage is believing that things will ultimately get better even if they may get worse."

"Courage is the refusal to quit even when you are intimidated with the impossiblities."

"Courage is choosing a goal, sticking to it and finding solutions to the problems along the way."

inspiring?

anw, had land training again yesterday. running under the hot sun. saw melissa stopped halfway and showed signs of puking. then i was wondering if i will get heat stroke halfway through or sprain my ankle or what. ran with my NEW new balance shoes. woooh!! so nice. haha. but i still completed my 4km. :D

no water trainings this weekend because of the Nationals Canoeing Competition, or what we call, the NCC. but the juniors are not taking part. we aint up to the standard either.

sheesh. i need to pee. i shall not be spending so much on food. need to start getting budget already. feel so heart pain after getting the running shoes.. my bank balance has dropped so much.. )):

PM's visit for RP's opening ceremony's on 31st july. followed by a JUMP! event, solely dedicated to RP students nia. something like a jamming and music event. chill, have fun, talk loudly, act like nobodies' business, etc. WOOHOOS!

im taking my one star next sat. my period better come soon. else, i'll make sure... i'll make sure.. i'll make sure.. that i don't know what to do as well. zzz. HAHAH.

science today. so fun.!

whees!

gtg. au voirs!

Thursday, July 12

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woah. im like 50kg alrdy lah!! but it just gains naturally, probably bcos of my diet. and i was asking my classmates if my arms are fat and they said "no, thats not fat!". HAHAH. i bought a black skirt yesterday and went to alter it. saw sabrina and sheila at far east. they went to zara at borders while i went to heeren. 4skins has got new designs again. the white one with pink and blue fonts are nice. :D but i dont really feel like buying. so shall not be getting them.

cognitive today was good. because our ppt was the best! MUHAHAHAHHA. okok. over confident = complacent.

i was early for UT today, for the first time. sighs. my class will be having outing on saturday but i cant make it again. sians. its not as though i didnt want to apply for leave.. its just that that time i just got back from taiwan and i only worked for 2 days in june which apparently, which boss will be so nice to allow another leave so soon. afterall, im only working on weekends. i'll try to make time for another outing kae? love W14D. <3!

water training now.

gtg.

au voirs!

Wednesday, July 11

{ freed on 4:21 PM

after lesson yesterday, youngly and adil were chasing each other in class and they broke a table. infact, one of the leg was broken. went gym after that.

had mathematics today. didnt really understand the question fully. but the faci will explain it further next lesson.

anw, this was from weeks ago.

doesn't melvin look so alike like the woman in the picture? HAHAHA.

ALRIGHT. communication UT tml. i shall really be on time for it. :DD

au voirs!

Monday, July 9

{ freed on 3:05 PM

alright. finally i can get to blog about what happen on saturday. woke up slightly later bcos of slacking in bed. missed the 7.25 bus, so i took the one at 740. it was raining on my way there and it delayed the time. got there 5mins later, have to do pumping. it was raining heavily, so we got delayed again and waited at the shed. loaded the boats down after the rain has calmed and went down into the boats after warming up. now, we have this new thingy added to our warm-up -> 50 jumping jets.

we did 2 km first, followed by the 2km. so we alternate because there weren't alot of people there but there weren't enough boats either, cos apparently, CGS moved some to bedok reservoir. did 2km first, then went to the toilet with sihong, by the time we were back, the girls have moved on with their 2nd set, so sihong and i paddled with the boys. then after that, coach told us to gather and for the first time, he allowed sihong and yuxin, me and adeline to try the K2. woots! excited. i was assigned to the front seat and when we were adjusting the seats, there were so much red ants and we were trying to drown them but they can swim!!! haha. so after sometime, murdered all the ants and tried to paddle off in K2. as anticipated, adeline and i capsized quite a number or times, even when we have just left the pontoon by a short distance. then yuxin changed to K1 while beverly joined sihong. though we capsized quite a numbe of times, but it was fun! so i guessed coach saw how hopeless we were, we were told to take off our seats. and miraculously, we were able to balance. went to 250m and back, then we tried 500m. a success. :D then coach told us to put back the seat, and filled the boat with water so its more stable. haha. we still capsized twice and thats it, we have to keep the boats liao.

the feeling is so cool. and when changing direction, we do not have to paddle harder on one side and lighter on the other. the raddle controls it all. no wonder the K4 turns that fast. we didn't even expect to try K2 at this stage luh. but i doubt coach is going to let us try again cos we have difficulty balancing with the seats. but it was fun. :D

went for lunch and took bev to supercut for her haircut and she likes the hairstyle. :D then to work.

went for training on sunday as well and it sort of spoils the relaxed feeling on sunday cos little people turn up on saturday, which explains the increase in the number of people who turned up on sunday. did 2 X 4km. then had lunch and went to town first. had a little walk, then i went to heeren to talk cock before my work starts. like finally, i see hong yi and derrick again. i thought they have been transfered away. walked to the station with the boys and took to marina bay with farhan cos i wanted to sleep and his lessons start at 1pm the following day. so slept till so shuang. HAHA. it was drizzling and the wind was strong when i was walking home. damn cold.

had land training yesterday. a few girls turn up only. i foresee this happening alrdy. but i think they will be back for the following training.

science module today is on fireflies. actually, its more on the chemical reaction that allows fireflies to emit light. got to do with electrons and photons. chim eh? i thought so too. poly students infact research much more on the problem.

went to try on the free singlet and shorts that RP is giving out for all sports IG. woohoo! cool. adding to my collection of free clothings from RP. :D

gtg.
au voirs!

Friday, July 6

{ freed on 4:54 PM

had water training yesterday. was sniffing in the cold air emitted from the bus's air-con like mad cos it smelled so good! HAHA. had 4km followed by 250m sets. i think we did arnd 5 or 6 sets. yeah. was chionging like mad, especially after keng wee said that the first to get there will need to do no push-ups, followed by 10 to 60 subsequently. woah. man! i was so scared. still need to chase them. felt this something clamping on my left palm when paddling and it hurts. blister again.

i got home and "killed" the blister. hurt so much when i was showering. tsk. shall get the tape later. else, it will hurt damn alot tml.

okay. shal be leaving in a while for jolin's birthday celebration at suntec's sizzler. expenditure. but its once in a while so its alright. mmm. i wanna be home early tonight. i want to shave enough rest.. :D

nature's calling. gtg. :D

au voirs!

Wednesday, July 4

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as i've seen a couple of people arnd me talking about always doing the same stuff during training and its getting boring, i start to ponder about whether it applies to me as well. and i will always tell them to look for challenges for themselves to accomplish or to complete as there's this saying in HPT that "No challenges = No Continuation". and i believe it applies to canoeing, in this case too. it has always been a challenge for me right from the very first land training onwards. i could never run more 2.4km and i was always stopping along the way during NAPFA tests. but now, i can run 4km straight without stopping(recently) or just once or twice lah. i wanted myself to not stop when running during land training and i succeeded. it was so satisfying. serious.

capsizing is a part of learning in canoeing and i did capsize on the very first water training, within less than 50 meters away from the pontoon. but i have not been capsizing since quite a number of water trainings, except for once when we were aligning. beverly, adeline and sihong should know the reason why. HAHA. although i am not faster than arnd a handful of girls, including the above mentioned names, i'm setting challenges for myself to improve, on my techniques and strength and speed when paddling. to me, this is how i keep things going on for myself. and i know that these challenges will be never ending no matter how far i would have progressed.
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its expected that things can turn out to be preety complicated and there's a possibility that it could happen anywhere, everywhere, on anyone. but i would never want it to happen arnd me. oh well. mmm. im gonna save intensively for anything. haha. just save bcos i know i'll be spending, be it on running shoes or food.

today's computting is so slack. i practically did nothing during the 2nd breakout, except for completing the VB code during first and 2nd breakout. :D the faci is super funny luh. class is going to change in just another 7 weeks? arnd there luh. i need more sleep. i want more sleep. shall be sleeping earlier. but i will always have the temptation to watch korean shows. wooops! HAH.

gtg.
au voirs!

Tuesday, July 3

{ freed on 9:57 AM

WHEEE!!! HAHAH. it been a week and its funny that i don't blog evryday cos i'm using the net everyday! :D anw, as usual, went for water training last thursday; skipped water training on saturday because of the HPT event and went for work in the noon, had dessert after work with simon and jasmine after work at cineleisure; went for water training on sunday and did 8km and went for work, got my pay cheque. :D bought a pair of flats cos my current pair is causing pain to my feets. finally, after so many weeks, i get to see junrong and fendi at my 4skins. miss them so much! soon, soon, i will be able to get a pair of proper running shoes. :DDD

went to cineleisure for the dessert crepe and walked my way to orchard hotel to wait for pinwen, melvin, billy, sihong and people for them to end their work at banquets. felt so insecured waiting there and tears started to flow down. no idea the exact reasons why. probably because i saw prositutes sitting beside me and i was afraid that the police will raid the area and i'll kena checked. but it just didnt felt comfy there. afraid. finally, they came out at 11.40pm++. got home late and decided to skip school ytd despite waking up at 7.30am. called my mum and asked her about skipping school, told her the reason and she allowed. went back to sleep after msging, sihong called at 11, went back to sleep and woke up at 2 plus. :D met up sihong and went for training. ate at 7-11 ytd. had so much fun screaming and laughing at the dumb cockcroach at 7-11. saw this 2 huge saugage along the way out of school and decided to make huge fun out if of it. and again, i suggested it. HAHAH. its been so long since i laughed that hard.

i had UT just now. i think this time gone case liao. but i still have 2 more UTs to go for each module, this semester. so, jiayou lah! today is science again. seems to be very very chim. its not about science, or rather, its about studying the pattern of change.

just came back from the 2nd breakout. woohoo! :D:D so full. i love food.

jerome calls me a wierdo. weehee! HAHA.

alright. gtg.
auvoirs!

,it takes courage to speak up and it takes courage to sit down and listen.