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Tuesday, April 24
{ freed on 12:02 PM

as i was unable to blog my post yesterday due to poor connection, i shall post up my yesterday entry today ((:


Alright. Since my blogger take such a long time to load and i’m sitting on my bed using my lappy, and that its turning flat on me soon, I shall just quickly take into account what I want to say. Went to meet up kailing, Brenda and chunfu at cineleisure, after school last Friday. I wasn’t in the right mood. Maybe just a little bit pissed when nobody seems to bother to pick up the call after I attempted calling all 3 of them. And eventually, kailing answered with a “sorry” and I guess that kind of settles everything although I was still feeling abit pissed. That should be the reason why I didn’t talk much that day. Plus, I was dozing off on the train when I was holding my laptop and this stupid woman actually “snatched” my seat when I was walking towards it. Urgh. It made things worst lah. Probably this should be the case when the term “pms” should apply. Mood began to change for the better though, although I didn’t talk much still.

Walked over to plaza singapura for food first. Man. How I felt like strangling chunfu with his blabbering of how NYP’s teaching method and lesson time is better than RP’s. I should have stuff up sth in his mouth to stop all the noise from coming out. In the end, I said,”aiyah, go and die lah!”. Oh well. not much of a offence though. But its like before you understand how a thing works, you may give all the crap and criticisms about it. Yet after you get in touch with it and understands better about how it works, you realized that it aint that bad as how you had imagined it to be and it aint always a bad idea. Having PBL everyday means having a new problem everyday and having to come up with solutions and a presentation on it at the end of the day. It may sound dreadful to most of the people out there but time actually passes by real fast. To me, RP feels more than just a place to study. Its my second home, a place where I will love to slack at and a super huge “vivo”. Took a window shopping arnd the shops cos most of the shops are closing already. I’m kind of attracted to this small machine at action city, whereby u have to insert in a token to activate the machine to “catch” something. Although its kind of useless, but its super cute! And its good bcos I still have childhood. HAHAHA. There was this lot of deuter bags on sale from Carrefour but they are either too man or doesn’t come with a padding for laptop. i shall only get a backpack when I’ve found the right type for myself. It isn’t light to carry the laptop to school everyday, and all the adapter plus your personal items.

Went for the IGs open house today. I guess I should be joining netball, although I heard that RP’s netball isn’t good and isn’t bad. Maybe I’ll consider again.

Vincent and shila had a “fight” verbally during our break. They are grp members for the module- cognitive processes and skills. Vincent is a very competitive guy who think’s he’s right and daily grades matter a lot to him. Argue with facts lah, kiddo. Ahaha. Kind of a lame chapter, I think. Joe is a guy similar to Vincent but after today, we conclude that joe’s much better than Vincent. Luckily I’m only in the same team as joe for science module bcos science is all about facts and without facts, he can’t talk much!!! LALALALALA.

Alright alright. Battery is running low. Shall take one last look at the IGs openhouse tml with pinwen and Kelly. After that, I’ll have to make a trip to j8 to get something.


Tuesday, April 17
{ freed on 8:40 AM

today is the 2nd day of school, a different module every day for a week. and this routine will repeat for 4 weeks whereby we will be given a understanding test. i'm in a different group today!! so happy! oops. haha. we will work well.

my mum was asking me why i didn't revise my work yesterday. the thing is i have no homework. (((:

anw, today's presentation is progressing very well. i love today's grp. wonder what will tml's be.

i stayed in school with pinwen, kelly and new found friend, jeff. surfed the net and left at arnd 7 plus with 2 ladies from year2. kelly and pinwen's friend luh. i gt home, bathed, laid on the sofa and slept! then in faint memory, i remembered my mum shouting at 12,"why still got left so much rice?" oops. i didnt had dinner. slept for 8 hours? feeling so happy. but i still need more sleep. haha.

shall find the time to blog again.

au voirs!


{ freed on 8:40 AM

today is the 2nd day of school, a different module every day for a week. and this routine will repeat for 4 weeks whereby we will be given a understanding test. i'm in a different group today!! so happy! oops. haha. we will work well.

my mum was asking me why i didn't revise my work yesterday. the thing is i have no homework. (((:

anw, today's presentation is progressing very well. i love today's grp. wonder what will tml's be.

i stayed in school with pinwen, kelly and new found friend, jeff. surfed the net and left at arnd 7 plus with 2 ladies from year2. kelly and pinwen's friend luh. i gt home, bathed, laid on the sofa and slept! then in faint memory, i remembered my mum shouting at 12,"why still got left so much rice?" oops. i didnt had dinner. slept for 8 hours? feeling so happy. but i still need more sleep. haha.

shall find the time to blog again.

au voirs!


Monday, April 16
{ freed on 12:18 AM

haha. hey. try out the blog in hindi thingy. no racism. just a passing common. was working at 4skins just now, as usual luh. time flew bcos i was there for only 6 hours and i didn't spend much. came home with fendi. he must be so happy cos got company. i've managed to control myself not to purchase 4skins tops for today. but i think i'll be getting them next sat when i go for work although chunfu was saying i better don't get it cos its super ugly. but tee-shirts the most simply thing for school le. and i'm only working on sat for this coming weekend. oh wells. maybe i won't be joining any interest groups if i cant commit. it aint compulsory anw. although work at 4skins is sth that i requested for, it is also the only way whereby i can see my friends at heeren often, maybe the guys, but everybody! plus a little bit of additional allowance.

i got my pay and i gave my mum 300bucks for the lappy but she returned it to me saying laptop is compulsory for learning so its alright. but i still feel abit bad. shall save up first loh.

didnt go for the steamboat on friday with the gang bcos of orientation. but pinwen and i did attempt to meet up the rest by waiting at city hall mrt. but they cldn't make it so we took the last train home.

anw, orientation's damn fun. we were back to our schools and everybody was feeling cold and bored bcos of the long waiting time. so they played music and let us club like what we did during gala night. it was great! collected my ez-link which i think something went wrong with the picture but it was better than the nric.

shall sleep soon. i have yet to shower yet.

au voirs!

p.s. but i'm kind of afraid of school probably bcos of PBL. but i'll get over it soon. (:


Thursday, April 12
{ freed on 10:05 PM

shit you man! my brother's trying to be "logical". like wth. come and disturb when i'm using the desktop and claims that i shld have asked him if i can use the com or not when he's not even using the com. he's having his meal lah. then he claims that he came just to see what was my reaction when he asked for the com. BULLSHIT! so what if all i said was "5 more mins" instead or "can you give me 5 more mins" or even "just 5 more mins". so what? u said that to me before and now you're trying to talk sense into me? shit you la. just do your own stuff well.

maybe in another words, he's trying to correct my attitude or whatsoever but what he said to me at that particular point of time seemed so nonsensical. shall quit that topic.

orientation camp today was alright. but SAS camp itself was better, maybe. we OIEd, we xi-shua-shua-ed and macho-clapped. but to me, they weren't the original version. but today was alright lah. got our orientation tee which i think is not bad. haha. my group leader is cute. but he seems to be abit shy. :DDD

i was having running nose the whole day. terrible. hope tml will be better and can have more fun. camp's going to end at arnd 10pm. lets hope the weather will be good tml and we may be able to end earlier.

shall rest early.

au voirs!

p.s. brother's coming out of bathroom for com!!


Wednesday, April 11
{ freed on 11:34 PM

first "un-official" lesson at rp. i thought PBL is going to be like so "hiong" but its actually acceptable. maybe junrong and talked too much fear into me. anw, waited at woodlands mrt for the boys. then i saw jon. called him and had a little chat. then i decided to call pinwen. and he was saying that i didn't meet him up. he was already in school when i called him lah. so, met up the guys and finally, went to our classrooms. our classroom like sound so chim sia. im in W14D. W1 is the block. 4 id the level and D is the classroom. perhaps it was the first PBL that we had, so the facilitator was guiding us alot. really alot. it felt like a mentor to her mentees. but she's just the facilitator for the day. no idea if she'll really be teaching us or not.

PBL was alright. participated in the discussion and stuffs like that. it was a good try though. luckily there weren't any grades being taken down. we weren't seated in our respective groups but things will work out fine! then the facilitator was showing the pictures we took on the screen. think i saw mine. was having abit of blur vision. so couldn't really see. guess i still need my specs after all.

went home with the boys.

came out again for ban mian with jiahui and winnie. jiahui's so-called "alot of people" turned out to be only 3, including me. so i stupid stupid take the train down to tanjiong pagar for the banmian. then jiahui took us to his company and wenchong tried to talked winnie and i in for the talk or job or whatever but too bad, we showed no interest at all. so wenchong started to digress the topic but it didnt really worked for us. too bad! btu we didn't blame it on jiahui for bringing us there though. perhaps he really felt that the job is good and he wanted to share it with his friends or sth but i still have a strong feeling that the whole thing works on a commission basis. confirm, guaranteened plus chop!

haha. oh well.
orientation camp continues tml, but its games and still games in our SAS clique!!! cool man.

cool cool.

shall rest early. i've been complaining of feeling sleepy since i met up with the guys.

au voirs!


Monday, April 9
{ freed on 4:47 PM

mmm. i think i'm too direct with my speeches at times that i dunno how to use the right words to convey a certain msg to others. thats bad, i think. thats real bad. it gives others the wrong idea. mmm. but it aint easy to change, i guess. i'll just have to think thoroughly before saying. new environment, new friends. i can't afford to give anyone of them any wrong ideas man.

come to think of it, i'm kinda afraid of PBL, problem-based learning. its really independent learning liao. no more spoon feeding, no mroe teaching. just guidiance. now, i have a sudden fear in me. i think i might need a period of time to adjust to this PBL thingy. cos i can't possibily let myself die in it. i have to survive in it! if they can, i can!

yup. thats the way man!
some kind of self-encouraging man.

au voirs!


{ freed on 12:31 PM

met up with xiaohua on saturday to get our paycheck. then she took me to geylang's Yong He that serves really good soyabean milk and glutinous rice. then we went to bugis for a while and we went to heeren where i was supposed to start work soon. although i was working on friday as well, i still missed the guys. although many people say that travelling to orchard to work is abit far, i really enjoyed it alot at heeren. its like my 2nd home, with many familiar faces and friends arnd, AWWW! that feeling is so unique! haha. i was working ytd as well and there was this hokkien mee smell from the opp shops corner. it smells so great and so strong that even the center are of 4skins can smell it.

then kailing and brenda came to look for me. after my work, i went to this hawker center between somerset and dobby ghuat to look for them. eddie was there. not my boss, eddie. the hokkien mee was still tempting me so i bought a serving and it cost me 5 bucks. we walked to orchard mrt and took the train home. then we were watching 3 videos on our way back- the pinwen's video, and the 2 videos with clarinda's jack who love to spread his legs and bakwa who cant spread his legs. those hpts who were there with us at the kfc sometime ago shld know what i'm talking about. i bought 2 tank tops from 4skins.

hais. now i'm missing work already. fortunately today is only the 9th. so i still have tml to go out before rp's orientation on 11-13. the past few weeks have been passing by real fast- work weekends, camp, work weekends and camp again. nice eh. haha.

awww. i love everybody!

au voirs!


Thursday, April 5
{ freed on 3:17 PM

so, yeah. i'm back from my SAS freshmen 3 days, 2 nights camp. and obviously, all my worries that i had had previously were all redundant. thanks to brenda for listening to my whining on my way to rp. haha. and because of that chat, my phone died on me the following morning, so, its considered, died on me tru-out the camp. hah.

anw, it was feeling funny because i am a camp instructor and now i'm going for a orientation camp. but i think it was good luh, being able to enjoy as a camper again, with the student leaders doing most of the things for us and we can just behave ridiculously. but obviously, we didn't luh.

day1-
we waited at the agora for more than 30mins because 1.30 to 2.30 was supposed to be the reporting time for all SAS freshmen. i was early lah. so, i waited lorh, and stoned as well. then it felt like there were stones all arnd me cos apparently, quite a majority of us were like stoning. haha. then we were led to this theater where we watched a video and went for ice-breaking games. i was in shangri-la 2. shangri-la was split into 3 grps and i was in the 2nd one. only 9 ppl in my team turn up. so, we were rather quiet la. eh, campers are supposed to be quiet and stone at each other what. hah. in the end, zi ping, our team leader was the one talking the most. ltr on, the whole of shangri-la came tgt and played games. this is where the real fun begins. the team leaders where given a forfeit and i was telling nathan,"eh, pole dance lah..". then we started going,"pole dance! pole dance! pole dance!". then the leaders did a pole dance but reluctantly lah. and nathan was made the pole. HAHA. hilarious. it was followed up by a game of captain-tomato and water bombs. simple dinner was given to us. afterall, we can't expect much from the 5bucks that we paid for the camp lah. we bathed at the swimming complex, had some brain-storming on the gala night item and went for a "maze". the team leaders tried to scare the guts out of us by telling us ghost stories but the maze was nothing, but LAME! haha. serious. we were led into this dark room when we tot we wld be going into the forest. okays. sleep.

day2-
got up at 7. washed up and started to stone on my sleeping bag. tired. haha. had breakfast then we went for water bomb, followed by a super early lunch. shangri-la went for gala item planning and our skit began to take form and rehearsed. the main point is, we had a team performing "desperate husbands" and it was plain GAY! hah. next was amazing race. everything was alright except the slime thingy whereby we had to use our mouths to pick up pieces of trashbag plastic. and the thing is, the pool of slime had been used by other teams and i saw spit in it lah!! eeew. so we got 22 pieces which happened to be the number cindy said. cleaning up was next and other teams were seen rehearsing their item while my team was chit-chatting and watching the other 2 teams rehearse. LOL. then zi ping took us arnd the campus for a tour. we were supposed to be back by 7 but the other committee members were already looking for us by 6. so we went back, got changed and it was GALA-NIGHT!

food was served by our leaders and no one paid atention to the powerpoint slides that were screened bcos we were all busy eating. hah. too bad! other clans performed theirs and shangri-la was the last clan to perform. my team went up first and we started off with our RP, SAS Idol. things were considered smooth until the boobs that zi ping made for rauf came off. that was totally so unexpected and everybody started laughing! but it was good lah. cos we are supposed to make them laugh. next was the arena. got cork up cos they forget lines. but it was good lah. followed by the "desperate husbands". f. jun ming and nathan were gaying on the stage lah. it was stupidly funny and sort of insulting. though so, the best part is when nathan said that his wife kick him at his brother then no father's day. haha. then both of then forgot their lines as well maybe bcos we were all laughing too hard sia. then it started to drag abit and the story got into in-prom-to stage, whereby the supposedly censored part came out. jun ming said that his wife got good figure before marriage and now so fat. then nathan said that her wife worst cos the breats all saggy and stuff like that. we were laughing like mad! hard core man. anw, the last part was a prize presentation skit. although we didn't win, but we had enjoyed alot and all of us agreed that having enjoyed the whole process was already enough for us. (:

then we were party-ing in the hall till it ended arnd 40mins ltr. all those dancing and fun was great! after that, we got some snacks, sat down and played Dare. only dare, no truth. haha. nathan got a lap dance or whatever they called it. but he was danced sexily over ___.(my apologies, i forgot his name. but he's indian. nice guy infact.) then this indian guy got dared twice. first, he licked sam on his cheek. then he kissed a guy. HAHAH. it was super GAY! then grp became smaller and we were listening to sam telling ghost stories. then i got freaked out by shakes's joke that i just shouted,"fuck you!". it was super embarrassing cos the story wasn't supposed to be scary. oh well. haha. then i went to bed at arnd 2 plus.

last day-
woke up by the lights. got washed and realised that the leader were still sleeping. and we could wake up at arnd 8.30 instead or sth. had breakfast, played blow wind blow and peel banana. i tot of hpt and yazid. then we toured arnd the labs. cool out man! and it was the end of camp. joined the guys for lunch and home sweet home.

just got info from peili that i'll have to work tml as well. thats about it. and now, i'm really looking forward to school :D
photos will be up on the school's website. shall grab them and post it up. sure got fugly pictures.

au voirs!


Monday, April 2
{ freed on 3:59 AM

alot of things have happened over the week. date with xiaohua was cancelled because of rp's enrolment. bought laptop- fujitsu(: bought jeans, bought tops and a laptop bag. and today was my first day of work at 4skins, or rather, yesterday because apparantly, its 4 in the morning. work was alright. and 6 hours sure did pass by real fast. bought socks to go along with my white adidas :DDD haha. waited for the boys and went home with jon instead of frendy. but we have many more weekends to go while jon's quitting soon. so oh wells. now, i'm blogging with my laptop and trying to get the wireless and msn installation thingy right.

my SAS's camp is coming on tuesday and come to think of it, its actually really pathetic to have to go to rp alone, meet up for the camp, and act super friendly with the new faces i'll see. woah. everytime when i come to think of it, i'll feel like throwing up. i think it's going to be worst than the sec1 orientation camp i took part in 4 years ago. SHIT lah. tsk.

okay. apparently, my march pay has yet to be credited to my bank. i shall give you a few days allowance. i wouldn't want to call up the HR and make a big fuss about it. maybe because the bank is closed on sundays? whatever. just give me my pay. i shall be going to cwp tml noon to get some stuff and probably something nice to feed myself with! :D

i'll be back!

au voirs!