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Tuesday, January 30
{ freed on 11:46 PM

15 mins to go and hopefully, my pay will be credited to my bank acc already. read eve's blog and i realised how much i've missed all those people in school and the amount of time i've actually given into my job, which shouldn't be that much. i feel like giving the girls and guys i know a BIG hug. miss them fucking loads. i couldn't make it for thursday's presentation preparation cos i cant change my off from wednesday to thursday. but YEAH!! cos i am off on saturday!!

work's been super slack lately, practically checking back at the time once every 30 mins or so, hoping for time to fly~ so anw, everybody at work still dislikes the supervisor. and on sunday, there was a lot of stock to be transferred out because we happen to have much stock that was required robin (someone from the management) came down with 2 other female colleagues. there was a long story and for some reason, the supervisor felt super depressed and so called "stressed" or whatever and went into the store to cry, when my mbits colleague was having break, so that means leaving me to guard 2 shops and its at the peak time. that left me super pissed with her. when she came out, her eyes were red(obviously) and she said,"do you have anything to tell me?".

and i just said right into her face,"do you know how irresponsible you are, to leave me guarding two shops when there are so many customers arnd?!", and i went into the store to cook my instant noodles. oh wells. i was agitated. so i broke down a little. but that was fine cos i've had too much water that day. muhahahas. and so, she came to apologise after that. i wasnt in the mood to forgive her at that point of time but all she needed was something to ease her mind so i said,"okay, i accept ur apology and i forgive you..". and after that, she didnt bug me again.

who cares if she is my supervisor or not?! who ask you to cry at that point of time? so what if i didnt ask you to help out with the situation first? so am i suppose to say,"can you please come out for a while and continue crying later? there are alot of customers..". i admit that i should have asked for help in the first place but i was so pissed that i couldn't care much. i was only thinking how irresponsible you are..

oh. and how i wish that more stock can be transferred out so that we can close down early.. its just a matter of time. i happened to be reading seventeen when robin brought his son along to retrieve the stock. but i wouldn't care much if my impression is ruined or not in his eye. im not staying for long either.

i may be harsh with my words at work, but i guess i have yet to learn how to speak using the right tone at work.

there is this advertisment that says,"why work for money?" at j8. but, who doesnt work for money? i did like to work a occupation that is my interest too.

pardon me but i'm going to be direct with you from now on, my supervisor. i dont care if you are trying to win our hearts or something, it doesn't matter.

i find this very meaningful "new day,new blessing. dont let yesterday's failures ruin the beauty of 2day coz each day has its own promise of love, joy, forgiveness and success."

so, who cares if ur irritating? who cares if you do act "cute"? NO ONE!

muhahahas!!!

shopping tml! and im going to see people i love on saturday's installation!! <3!

au voirs!


Wednesday, January 24
{ freed on 1:31 PM

as usual, im finally updating. but anyways, i have been having lots of fun recently cos i've been making lots of new friends at heeren. and it feels like we're one big heeren family. or at least, the 4th level one.

but again, how can the supervisor be so "geh kiang" and put me at hougang mall to help out on 20feb? see. she's like so "geh kiang" and now that my collegue from mbits will be going back to m'sia, she will need someone on 20feb to take over. and bcos of this, sinhui is coming to heeren on 20feb to help out. isn't that "duo ci yi ju"? hah. she and her stupid ideas. always hogging on to the phone and blabbering some super "teh" words that make me feel so "eeyer"!! yucks. and her words cant be trusted. bcos she cld be full of lies.

now im wondering if i should stay at mtoons till the end of march, when heeren branch is closing down. like, why shld i? why shld i stay to help you? i shall just let you perish in ur own capabilities. but again, even if im staying till end march, its for the commission that i deserve. plus, my pay this january is going to be peanuts 900bucks, the most, bcos the company has it that comission will be brought down to the following month. which is pathetic. but ill prolly be able to decide at end of feb. and somehow, i look forward to the closing down of heeren branch. then we can stand infront of the shop, with this huge piece of paper that says."YEAH!! WE'RE FINALLY CLOSING DOWN!!" and take a photograph of it. that would be great!! evil huh? thats what happen when there are people that displeases you at work. even if i'll miss the workplace after i've left, it did only be bcos of the people i've known there, which excludes the supervisor. LALALA.

go on and complain and bullshit about how your customer service has deproved and how whatever, whatever. i dont give a damn. but it disgusts me though. which is something bad cos it just spoils my day.

its gonna be real bad cos i can't make it both for the MRS selection and the grads meeting which falls on this saturday and sunday respectively. thanks to the supervisor who places me off on two consecutive days.

irritating.

the more i think of it, the more furious i'll get.

meeting sherry and kailing for the making of the powerpoint slideshow i guess. cheerios!

au voirs!


Tuesday, January 9
{ freed on 6:44 PM

yeah. like finally, i feel like blogging. kayjoo started her part-time job at daytripper yesterday. but i think the next day for her work is like next week or something. not very sure about that.

went to sp open house on saturday with yuenchen and kenneth. it was nice and im glad i get to spend the open house with them. i got my pay a week ago i guess. bought two tops from 37degrees, a fleshimp jacket and a brown shoulder bag from mimimomo. all 3 shops were having discounts. and i also bought a lipgloss and dark circles reliever from basic beauty. so like, yeah!! many of the stuff are from heeren. haha. but seriously, i spent alot already. plus i bought lingerie and hangten jeans. so i've already bought majority of the items i want. shall be leaving havaianas, three-quarter pants and more tops for my next pay. and maybe, contact lens. hahah.

working at minitoons is pretty alright for me. its just that it may get boring at times. but its alright cos i know its part of the job to get bored too. but somehow, i just enjoy working at heeren. its like i've made new friends and have got on good terms with the people there and i dont want to change that. frankly, i loathe to have to go to other outlets to help out. i think the feeling suck. the manager went for a meeting yesterday, and its normally in this kind of meetings where they also make decisions on staff transfer and so on. so really, if i really have to be transfered to other outlets, permanently or something, i guess i'll just have to break my promise of working at least 3 months, after being a full-timer and find other jobs at heeren. although im saving up for a laptop, im not really desperate for the job im doing now. i may be deperate for a job but im not desperate for a job a minitoons. get my point? so its like i'm trying my best to do my job well and to fulfill my responsibility but if in a way or two, i get displeased in my working environment or something, bye bye! i dont really care either. and yes, i know that my manager managed to convert me as a full-timer and it wasnt easy or as what she claimed. seriously, although it would still benefit me to earn more by helping out at other outlets perhaps because of the better sales and the possibility of earning comission is also higher, im already very contented to be able to receive a pay of arnd 1k even after CPF deduction. so really, dont transfer me to other outlets. plus, dont give me excuses like "then maybe you can also earn the comission from there and it will help in you saving up for the laptop lorh..". it won't work on me. u can kindly go over there to help it out urself and get the comission for yourself.

mmm. talking about work, actually i can complain alot. like really, the sales at heeren is not good. infact, bad. especially during weekdays after school has reopened. but i like to work at heeren. and the thing is, when the sales is bad, the blame is on us. US, the workers. then they will say things like,"why is the sales so bad?!" and something like that and remind us to push the sales. like, come on lah. what has it got to do with us that the sales is bad? so what if we did try to push the sales? not many people is attracted by your products of impractical items. how can we be blamed when nobody wants to come into the shop? WAKE UP!! its year 2007 already! if u ever want to improve the sales, change to selling more practical items instead. maybe that will help. plus, lets say if the sales is $783 or something, just a little bit more to the nearest hundred, the SRM (i did not indicate who the SRM i) will say things like,"next time if the sales figure is like this, i expect the figure to be to the nearest hundered..". P.S. if u dont get the point, what the SRM is implying is that you should be buying something and add it to the sales figure, so it would be to the nearest hundred. thats simply so outrageous.

so do you actually see how the whole thing goes? the SRMs wants good figures so they can report to their bosses. hence, the SRMs adds pressure on to our manager and the manager adds pressure to us, the retail associates. isnt it a nice term they've got for us? hmmm. wonder how their stupidly-punny-brain actually works.

so once again, i may be desperate for a job but its not a job at minitoons. and remember, we cant always be blamed for the bad sales, kuku heads.

but, whatever. im done with my complaining liao. well. it isnt that im still happy there because my friends are there, working along with me in the same shopping mall. and its a job where customer service is the key element. thats what keeps me going. and i confess, there were times when i neglected customer service. but who dont? but if there really is a need that displeases me or the manager there, i'll just leave the job. i wont kneel and beg you kukus to keep me.

smiles! hah. anw, i've changed my phone to nokia 6233, a 3G phone. muhahahaa. i still prefer "bar" phones to flip ones, ever since my first samsung flippy spoilt. phobia man. and my current phone is a very beautiful white colour phone. ((:

there's work tml, off on thursday (got installation meeting) and saturday at junction8. I LOATHE GOING TO OTHER OUTLETS!!! fucked it!

au voirs!