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Saturday, December 30

{ freed on 12:26 PM

i just got a call in the morning from my workplace and its the manager, called to tell me that im officially converted to full-time and ask if im can go over to compass point to take over for the day. actually i am suppose to go over to wherever that needs people, or when neccessary. and i understand that its part of the job. but i came up with an excuse for it anyway. but of course, i cant do this often lah.. once in a while is alright. but they always do this last minute. cant they inform me at least the day before? i have yet to wash the fugly red christmas tee lah..

so i guess i wont be going for the job interview unless something "bad" happens. mmm. i may be going to the library. its really boring to be always listening to mp3 when travelling. kays. i really feel like getting a jacket. here's a list of the things i wanna get when i get my pay, or at least how wannabees they are to me initially- havaianas, crumpler, teeth whitening, my over due phone bill, presents, shoes, etc. but i guess they can all wait. cos i dont have the urge to get them already. hoorays!! LAPTOP, HERE I COME!!

pinwen's working at fourskins beside my minitoons. so we can have breaks and even go home together!! thats nice, thats nice, thats super nice!! haha.

au voirs!

[edited at 2.10pm.]
when i was reading your blog just now, all i did was to point my middle finger. it made me wonder what kind of person you really are and what you are actually thinking. but i cant be bothered to understand ur mind. it felt so hypocritical. seriously, no one cares about your presence. so there's no point for you to ___ for what ever reason. one word- disgusted. shall not be talking about you anymore.
and, i'm definitely not talking about anyone from my workplace. (:

{ freed on 3:05 AM

perhaps its due to the long period of "missing in action" that causes logging in to blogger to be so time consuming. i was feeling lazy to blog and now as im checking on the new models of phones online, i suddenly have the urge to blog.

work's alright for me. saw many familiar faces again, especially pinwen! haha. i miss you guys alot. the red christmas tee is for us- free! but it would be embarrassing to wear them out plus i always change into them at heeren cos its like a free walking advertisement for minitoons. and i doubt i will continue to work at minitoons if im unable to convert to full-timers. part-timers are like having much lesser pay than full-timers, with a maixmum of 130 hours a month, which is like peanuts. im saving up for a laptop lah, asshead! at least full-timers get to enjoy half of the 10% comission despite the fact that you are not a confirmed full-timer and a monthly pay of arnd 1K. so im going for a job interview on sunday, maybe before or after my work. hopefully they are still hiring.

its like super cold these few days at work, especially in an air-conditioned environment. it gave me the urge to get jackets from fleshimp or fourskins. and i happened to see a couple of nice ones in january 2007's teens. so hopefully i'll get to receive my pay this sunday although its new year's eve. else, i'll have to wait till the 3rd of january. hey bankers, better get ur asses working and process my pay soon horh!

ooo. i really dislike wearing the red christmas tee. its super awful, expecially since the official day of christmas is over. those guys from newurbanmale were wearing the cute little pair of rubber-blown-up-wings during a short period of time before christmas, i think. super hilarious. 31st the last day of wearing the red xmas tee. i cant wait to wear back the black polo.. at least they are much more "presentable".

i may be changing my phone soon. but that can wait. (: i wanna have a more feminie look. hahaa. whatever lah. im off work tml.. may be making a trip to the library. and i've yet to buy the lottery-scratch-tickets for my dad.. sian.

okays. im feeling sleepy already.

au voirs!

Wednesday, December 20

{ freed on 9:44 PM

im off today. training camp's tomorrow. all the best to you guys. my best wishes are with you all already. rmb, prove yourself.

daddy bought osim icare- eye massager. super cool and it gives out heat as well. ooo. i tried it. super high. haha. im working from tomorrow till sunday. hope it will be okay. shall be entertaining myself. i guess work is going to get busy these few days. are we still gonna celebrate christmas? i get so excited when i think of the pay day. but its going to be little this month. next month will be more. ((:

gtg.

au voirs!

P.S. teammates, work hard.

Tuesday, December 19

{ freed on 12:15 AM

work at vivo today has been like shit. it was okay actually. but its just that the mini toons at vivo is small and its super crowded. really. the entrance is like forever so congested de. i started to feel kind of dizzy after that because which ever direction i look at, there are always people and you dunno who to start serving with. thats why. and the store room is super small. expanded ur shop area lah.. i met the boss robiin and andrew today at vivo. glad that i didnt know he was the boss initially because it made my job felt easier and i thought he was some kind of movers or something. oh wells. dinner cost me 4 bucks because we didnt even have time to go out and have lunch. so our collegue went out to buy fried rice for us. vivo is super busy. nahh. i wont wanna go there again. bought a tee shirt from L.P PROTECT after work at vivo and its only 10 bucks. ((:

work's at kovan heartland mall tml. trian phobia again. i wanna get my pay.. so i can get my stuff.. muhahahahas.

gtg.

au voirs!

Monday, December 18

{ freed on 12:51 AM

hmms. the shitty supervisor just called me just now to inform me to work at vivo city tomorrow and at kovan heartland mall on tuesday. eeew. vivo is like so far and i have yet to be there once. i intended to skip dinner tml bcos there doesnt seem to have much fast food restaurants at vico but i realised that there's a kopitiam there and i've got the card!! so that means free dinner!! hahas. ive already decided to work full time after dec and its only for 3 months before poly lessons start. im waiting for my pay day to crawl to me man.. have so much stuff to get- birthday presents that i owe, my haviannas and perhaps more food plus food. muhahaha. im so going to save up for a laptop. and i shld be able to get it after the 3rd month after dec. shall persevere on. 3 months only. yuenchen and chunfu seemed interested to work full time but i have to get the office number first. or i may get my manager at kovan to help me ask..

anw,i went for the dryrun at kranji just now. well, i dont like to give reasons to why im not going to the camp because it feels like im just coming up with some kind of stupid excuses. you know, excuses. i hate that feeling. but since im not going to turn up for the camp, im going to do everything i can to turn up for the meeting/ planning and stuff. dryrun at shannon's workplace today was interesting. i like the pick-up ride.. especially the way my hair looked like slyvester's. haha. the newspaper throwing and stuff.. its just so enjoyable being with them ((: we were suppose to be at kranji mrt at 5 but because of the stupid rain and stuff, we left at 6 plus. finished the dry run at abt 9, maybe a little bit exceeded and waited till 10 plus before we can finally leave. lalaa. anw, i shall be turning up for the meeting tml at 9 im school before i go for work.. stupid vivo.. im afraid my train-phobia will work up aain. better pray hard and hope that i can see some handsome guys there tml..

off to see my "triumph in the skies".. i like wu zhen yu. the hong kong actor. he's got charisma. haha.

au voirs!

Saturday, December 16

{ freed on 3:49 AM

anw, im so so happy. cos you see, a few days ago, ahma and shimin came to find me (although they claimed to be passing-by only), and that made me so touched. then i bought my "wannabe"-that small gadget which you fill it up with pinball candies and when you twist the turner, the candy rolls out. original price was $4.95. i intended to get it when i get my pay but bcos its new arrivals, there were only 6 in the stock and 1 was damaged on the very first day it was displayed. secondly, there were only 3 left yesterday. so i decided to get it after much debate and igot it at $4 instead muhahaha. mine is pink bcos minitoons sell pink ones only. i dont fancy pink actually but i just fell in love with it at first sight. so yeah, i bought it and my brother said i was crazy. action city was selling the same in red and blue at the same price and in a transparent box while mine comes in a more protection packaging with the bubble wrapper and in a corrugated box. and mine's so much cheaper. so satisfied. and when i get my pay, im gonna get photo frames and decorate my table with pictures. muhahahas. i wanna go NUM to get the haviannas too.
saw yuenchen on my way to work. ((:
anw, pinwen came to find me today and when i went to look for him, i saw martin and a few of their classmates. yeah!!! i just love seeing familiar faces arnd. and, i was arranging the packets of mashmellows and i got my hands real dusty that i cldn't stand them anymore. so i decided to get someone to replace me while i have my hands washed. so, using the tactic my collegue always use, i called minitoons saying i wanted to go to the toilet and please get someone to replace me for the moment. and the one who received the call was called robin. i had no idea he was one of the boss and i got myself so embarrassed ltr on when i heard that robin and another "shareholder" were laughing like crazy. but very funny meh? whatever.
i still owe many people presents and i guess im going to get them all at once when i get my pay. there were these disney handphone holders in the stall and i used to think they were ugly but it was today that i realised the figurines were so adorable. but the holder was useless so i was asking whether will i get a half price if i only want the figurine and not the holder. then the supervisor and my collegue was looking at me with the lame face..
anw, there are just so many strawberry products there that i felt disgusted. like, eeww. is strawberry the trend now? i think it is. why dont anyone hang fresh strawberries on thier necks and go out? or just wear the strawberry costume out lah! biggest trend ever sia..
well, im not sure whether i'll be working full-time after december or not because working full-time requires a minium of 3 mths after dec and im so unsure of the date of poly starting lessons. working part-time isnt to my advantage because part-timers only work 4 days a week and its 6 to 7 hrs each, excluding break time- one hour. whereas full timers work from 11 to 10. and i can earn alot man. so yeah, most prob i'll be confirming with the supervisor that i'll be working full-time loh. and according to jiayan, poly starts lessons in april. so there shld be no problem at all.
ive been scratching my legs like crazy and now, they are disfigured. ill need weeks to heal them.. urghh..
im working 6 days next week, excluding wednesday. chirstmas chirstmas.. christmas are all lies to earn money. santa doesnt come to singapore..
gtg.
au voirs.

Tuesday, December 12

{ freed on 1:50 AM

i did this from eve's blog. and i think some are quite true though.. oops.

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.

eh. but im not frustrated lehh. hmmm..

au voirs!

{ freed on 12:58 AM

i haven been updating for days. i always have the urge to blog when im at work or on the train to/from work but i always feel lazy whenever i get home. a few days ago, i saw 6 male kids and (i suppose were) their parents, on my way home from work. these kids were like playing some kind of sissors-paper-stone related game and they were standing up and down arnd the support bar. they even sat down on the floor, as though its their playground. whats worst was those adults arnd them did nothing to stop them. i felt a sense of disgust. how ignorant and stupid can the kids be? i bet they would even lie on the floor if there's enough space. so what if they are kids? i dont think kids lack the ability to think or be considerate what. thats why i dislike primary school kids. told u they were one of a kind.

i really hate rushing for work. its like the goddamn weather is so sucky. effing hot and perspiring. shitter. and i happen to see isaac at sembawang mrt a few days ago. we boarded the same train but i had not idea where he alighted cos i was leaning against the glass panel and my back was facing him. ahyi's jealous and she claims that i peeped at him. siao.

anw, work has been alright for me, so far, at heeren. and yes! i did manage to bi-ooh some handsome guys and that made me so happy. muhahahas. XXD!! i cant help it. the problem lies in that i am still single and people on the streets are meant for you to see/ look. thats the purpose of humans dressing up and going out. make sense? who cares if no one bother to look at me? i look at them can liao. XXD

i've got my dog tag, with my name. muhahahaha. and i think the red christmas tee-shirt is kind of awful. kailing does make sense. it does look cheapskate, especially with the huge "free gift with purchase" or perhaps, their slogan- trends you can afford. it really been boring being at mini mix because its only gummies and it does get stuffy up there. although heeren is closer to my house, kovan seems more fun and interesting with the shop being bigger. anw, what really made my day was my collegue from kovan was transferred to heeren for 2 days and that means more craps and jokes. secondly, ah kai came to visit me and she's dressed up till so preetty today. thirdly, i saw wanlin, huixin and their clique. like- miracle. i mean its a miracle cos i see them at my workplace. (:

i've been wishing, please come and find me lah.. im bored. the most i'll treat u to gummies? pleasee..? whatever. my collegues and we always get so united when we start gossipping. its true. and its all abt the same person. haha. how i love those people.. but its actually a failure in life to have all your collegues of the same branch and even other branches to dislike you. sad case. haha. and stop giving me that look u kuku.. im so gonna avoid looking at you in the face. oops. hushh.. its not to my advantage to disclose the person's name here.. ask me if u wanna know and i shall see if i wanna tell u or not.

i was at mini bits, then to mini mix them to mini toons and then back to mini mix. like what the hell. and whats the damn fuck problem with visas and nets? i only know how to do cash transactions lah, dumbo!! it does get boring hearing all the same songs everyday. and the player at mini mix always get jam when it starts playing the stupid tokyo song. i cant even change the cds lah.. and i always end up playing the radio instead. and it appears to me that the clearest station is 92.4fm, the classical music one. but who the hell plays 92.4 im a gummy shop? thats kuku lah. haha. the best thing u can do in the shop is to have a cold cup of ice peach tea from the wonton mee stall beside, buy some snacks from ur shop and eat them. too bad i cant sit down and be sure not to get caught. it gets sucky. but i haven been caught and i wish i never will.

i bought the small white goong plushie few days ago and inserted a squeaker into it. now its been so unique cos mine squeaks!! yeahness! i missed the overnight planning on saturday night bcos it was the previous day that i got inform that i had to work on saturday. it would mean working on sat and sun. my dad will sure nag at me again. but my heart is always with the team and not turning up for the meeting is surely not something i would wish for. its the early wee hours of 12dec. so if everything's fine after my work today in the afternoon, i shld be turning up for the meeting.

i guess thats all for now. and please, come and find me lah.. the most i tell u my schedule lah..
here it goes..
2-9 for tuesday and thursday.
wednesday is meant to paint petrina's house. we shall get her to provide the food or perhaps let us doodle a corner of her wall. so my replacing-wednesday's-working day is still unknown (: and i think my basic is $5.50 instead of $4 & the CPF thingy.. its complicated. nvm. im confused too. okays. handsome guys again during my work. haha. im getting excited already. ooops. do i sound desperate? maybe a little. but it aint my fault okay. i do get envious when i see couples getting so "sweet". haha. and i aint picky. so practically any guy who knows how to be presentable will look good to me. haha.

okays. gtg. cya. and please. come and find me at my workplace.. u have to come cos i reminded you 3 times already. come find me horh! thats the4th.

au voirs!

P.S. come and find me!!!!!

Tuesday, December 5

{ freed on 12:29 PM

3 days of work so far at minitoons has been alright. the first 2 days were at kovan heartland mall. the people there were great and easy to be with. i guess the working environment where customer service is important is always like that bahs. but i kind of hated taking train. its like from sembawang to dobby ghuat, then to kovan. woah. the train jorney can really make me dizzy and feel like vomiting man. i woke up at 6 yesterday morning to meet up 2 other trainees to go for the orientation at the headquarters. this train journey was even worst. before the train was even at braddell, i already was feeling "train sick" and i felt my cold sweat coming out. the headquarters is lyk at ubi crest so i have to take to city hall and then go to eunos. woah. super far. felt like just throwing up there. *wuuu-ehhh* we were given our uniforms and a workbook to complete. funny right? still got workbook de. anw, the t-shirts cost $7.50 each and we have to return them if we are not working anymore. the t-shirs we got were only available in 2 sizes- female small and male medium. i tried on the male one but it was super big, like pajamas and so i took the female one. woah. i dun like to wear small sized shirts lah.. i prefered my large lycra polo tees..

and now im having trian phobia. kind of lah. and im so afraid that my dizzy-ness will work up whenever im on the train. i was told to go to mini-mix to learn cashier-ing and be in-charge of the mini mix. it was not easy cos im a noob for cashier-ing but it was okay lah. heeren was really kind of isolated so i was quite free and bored there. haha. and jennifer remembered me. she was the one whom gave sh and i the resume forms at minitoons and attended to us at minibits. fortunately she submitted the forms early cos according to her, there were like many ppl coming for the interview and she rejected them. there are mini bits, mini toons and mini mix there and there's only 4 persons in total in-charge of looking after the shops. so like 1 at mini mix, 1 at mini bits and 2 at minitoons bah. i went for toriQ 2 times yesterday for my lunch and break. haha. actually i just wanted to disiao them only. but i didnt go back there again after my work. i bought a curry puff and went to look for eve, thenfor ahma but we couldnt find her so eve and i went to centrepoint to look for anet then we waited for ahma at the somerset station. everytime like that.. wait for her then she fa pi qi and we have to follow her.. haha. ok la. kidding but really lorh. that was what happened ytd. haha. so anw, im working at heeren on wednesday, thursday and sunday, and at heartland mall on friday. so, come and find me lahh.. im so bored sia. then i happened to see kahwee, his mom and his bro at mini mix ytd. hahas

okay, done with all my complaining liao.

it is really tough to choose between work and hpt training camp. when the person called to tell me ive got the job, i did ask if i can dont go on 20 to 24. cos u see. the day before the camp will be busy and the day after the camp will be tiring. make sense right. and the person told me its their peak period and i have a feeling i wont get employed if i really cant make it for work during that period of time. it was a struggle and eventually, i chosed work when i got the msg from clarinda yesterday night. why does the camp has to be from 21 to 23? its such a stupid date lah. god. hpt has always been my piority and now ive chosen work. i didnt want it to turn out like that.. this period of time before the results, was meant to work and earn like crazy initially. if only the camp has been brought forward or pushed backward...

au voirs!