as to the previous entry, i didnt turn up for the pac with pet cheong. but i will this sunday. it will really be the last "lesson" with petrina.
damn. i'm really rusty with the keyboard.
well. its really hard to anticipate how i have faired in the papers so far. and the mathematics paper2 this afternoon made me feel so uncertain about my maths. in fact, i have been uncertain about it all along. please, please give me at least a B3. i dont wish to score any lower than that. i wonder what was i actually thinking this afternoon. sucks. i was suppose to pia through the whole paper and like paper1, i spent extra time on the workings which were numerous, making sure that at least they were right. and at the last 20mins, i didnt even bother to take a closer look at section b and started on question10 when obviously, question11 is so much easier. and i didnt have time to finish the last 3 marks. including 9c which really got me stuck, i think i've lost arnd 10 marks already. this is bad. it really is bad. omg. this made me doubt my mathematics even more. i have no idea how many foolish mistakes i may have made in the paper, plus these stupid marks that i gave away to the examiner because i fail to complete them.. goodness..
i had not want to compare with others about the answers after the papers because seriously, the papers are not tough and i felt that everything was okay and within my capabilities to do, but not to say good. so, really, this fear sucks. i was thinking of what if i break down at the last minute. sucks. this simply sucks.
seriously, i dont know but i got a feeling that my humanities suck too. everything. infact, everything. so much for thinking of being the silent killer for the best improved student. gosh. just hope that the remaining papers (accs, history, science mcqs and dnt) wont be bad. i really wanna hit my target. please dont allow me to feel that i dont even have the slightess hope of getting into the courses that i am interested in.
i dreamt about something funny. infact, wierd dream. i was on this train heading to somewhere far far far into the jurong east direction. similar dreams with the train as the background scene has taken place before leh. okays. there was this girl on the train, who seems to be lost but she appears to be kind of cute looking initially. then suddenly, there was a announcement or was it a guy, that says, "dont mistreat her. she is...(he meant someone whose dad was "respectable" and can not mis treat her at all.)". and guess whose daughter she is. she is the second daughter of the mr goh. you know, the one who gives morning devotions and have a daughter studying in phs? the omni-potent guy luhs.
like, urgh.. why is my dream like that? speaking of morning devotions, i kind of missed clement's singing during chapel. its so "magnetic". haha. anw, just some random stuffs. mediacorp cut away certain parts of the princess hours and that show is ending soon. sians. the faith and grace students have their Os ended early leh. boring. then they will have more time to shop for graduation night clothings. kill them!! hah. nah. im so nice. and i am
never violent.
really have to go into pacs intensive already. can't be like previous days when i only did a few and leave it aside. i think anet is really going to make it for the O levels. seriously. she's like pro in everything lahs.
okay. enough for today.
au voirs!
