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Thursday, November 30

{ freed on 10:23 PM

my fever was gone when i woke up. and my mum was complaining that the shirt she was hanging fell to the neighbour downstairs and when she went to press the doorbell, the maid ignored her and plucked off the doorbell switch or sth. where got this kind of thing one? and when she got back from sunplaza and went down to ask for it again, it was a misunderstanding and the maid retrieved it for her. dots.

so anw, i went to sunplaza to look at the black polo tees and jeans. this fashion's wasnt really nice and when i went into the hang ten at sunplaza, no one attended to me so i left for northpoint. i was devastated. went into giordano and no one attended to me as well. so i decided to go to the hang ten on the 2nd lvl when i saw zhanqing and ah neh. then i saw mel zheng and her junior coming out frm U2. it was ltr that i realised that ahyi was working at U2. muhahahas. then mel zheng and her junior accompanied me to hang ten first. the service there was bad. seriously. i told the woman,"im looking for jeans. can u help me?".

its not as though i dunno where the jeans are and the woman just pointed to the section where female jeans are when what i meant was "i dont have a idea on what kind of jeans i shld get and the size. can u help me?". perhaps i didnt made it clear enough. but this kind of sales person are suppose to tell customers the kind of jeans they cld be suitable in. nvm. left and went arnd to look for black polo and jeans. bought my black polo from giordano in the end and its lycra. i cant stand small sized t-shirts so i took large. muhahahas. we went to the food court where we saw zhanqing and ah neh again, and carolyn lim at the other corner waiting for her mum. along the way, we saw zhiheng working at guardian as some kind of miracle diet pills promoter. LOL. after that, we went to baleno. shld have bought the jeans i saw there.. now when i think back, i think its really nice. but anw, i went back to hang ten to get my jeans bcos it was only $20 per pair. then jiayan came and helped me with the jeans while junior left. jiayan treated fries and lemon tea at mac. then we left at arnd 6 plus.

now, the more i stare at the hang ten, the more i realised that it was kinda navy and looked like black. siao liao. but nvm. i think i shall be getting that blue jeans at baleno tml before i leave for training.

hope my training will start off alright but everytime when i go for work, i'll always worry if the staff there are hard to get along or what. you know how dark the working area can be.. but i believe that as long as i dont step over their heads, they wont do the same to me. so all the best to me then!

au voirs!

Wednesday, November 29

{ freed on 9:07 PM

hmms. i wonder if u're talking abt me. but well, i know that regret isn't reversible. so what i can do is to not regret my decisions and actions in the future anymore.. :D

ohoohh. im down with a fever. a slight one luhs. and its like finally, im falling sick. most probably due to my dis-organised bioclock. is that the word for it? nvm. its like every since the Os, i started to sleep damn late and wake up damn early. and finally my retribution. but why is it now? shall be letting my dad know abt this or he will say i deserve it. i know i do lah, but he doesn't have to remind me.. im afraid that it's dengue cos i killed a effing mosquito last night in my room when its air-conditioned and the blood just splurt onto my palms. i wonder if the blood belongs to me..

so anws, i'm going to be working at minibits but everything will start with a week of training at heartland mall's branch this friday before i get posted to heeren's branch. oh man. im so excited abt the heeren part. cos you see, there's 4 new urban male there and there are many handsome and cute guys working there. muhahahas. so fortunate eh? and when i get my first pay, im so gonna get a pair of haviannas. yuenchen corrected me when i said "rubber sandals". oops. the basic pay is like $4 where CPF will be deducted from and a extra allowance of $1.50. so if without CPF, i'll be getting $5.50/hr lah. wah lao. damn that 80cents worth of CPF per hour. but i guess its good bcos when i get my own unit in the future, this CPF will come in handy.

the mini toons person called me ytd morning to tell me to go down for a short interview at the head quarters and told me to help her contact sinhui cos she cant reach her. and so, i met up with sinhui in the afternoon and gary fetched us there. haha. i figured out that since sinhui was with him at that time and he will be fetching sinhui there while i'll be meeting sinhui up, he have to fetch me there as well. haha. thanks ah, LOSER! and ytd's gary's birthday. he was having difficulty trying to drive to that place and all the turns made me dizzy that i kept chewing on my smiths. the headquarters was hard to find and in the end, we realised that all the odd numbers are tgt while the even are at the other side.. finally, we had our interview done.

i was out at sunplaza with yuenchen and mehmeh cos i heard popular got lobang. i guess there's no harm in looking for a job with a better pay. but when we went there that person gave some stupid excuse saying they didnt want to hire us, they want long term workers. like crap lah. my mum's friend's son got hired and he's the same age as us. so unfair. but nvm. cos the minibits called in the afternoon after i got home. and as they will be giving the "christmas uniform", i had to go in black polo and jeans. i hope its not some kind of santa clause outfit.. haha. when i went for interview ytd, the person did say that if after the december and they still need workers, we may stay and be converted to full-timers. full-timers are just 3 hours more than part-timers and of course, they enjoy more benefits than part-timers like discounts and commissions. part-timers are so poor thing right? i hope i can stay at mini bits or even toons so i shall be displaying my best performance.. :D

i think sinhui has yet to receive the call from toons. i think she will, soon bahs.

i'll be forcing myself to go to nothpoint to get 1 or 2 black polo and perhaps 1 or 2 jeans too cos i dont even have a black polo at home and my only pair of jeans apparently is kinda small and has a stupid butterfly on the left.. i think i wont be celebrating melly's birthday already, unless i get better.. so sorry. and tml's clarinda's birthday too. nice.

okays. gtg.

au voirs.

Tuesday, November 28

{ freed on 7:09 PM

the graduation dinner was great last night. shall start from the beginning. i was rushing through the writing of the postcards and the carvings of the chalk in the late morning and early afternoon. and i finally got done with everything at arnd 5. so the miserable me had to put on makeup by myself at home alone and i tot my cheeks looked like monkey's ass, so i lightened it abit and when i saw i face in the pictures, i realise that my makeup was too simple. but nvm. haha. cos i dont need heavy makeups. so anw, i got stuck infront of the mirror for an hour plus doing my makeup and hairdo which obviously, looks normal lah. so at 6.50 or so, brenda called me and i know the taxi's at my place already. cos it was raining, we decided that taking taxi and sharing cab fare was the best decision. went i got into the cab, fatson was in there too. brenda was shocked at the priced of my dress but i only spent $89.90 lehh.. then we went to pick up reagen on the way.. it was fun lah, with all the chattering and a little problem cropped up. reagen shld know and he's glad i reminded him. haha. and it seems that reagen and wilson spent more than me, probably because of their blazers.. though i wasnt confident in that dress, but reagen said i looked pretty and i felt that he looked handsome too so i said,"hmmm, actually i think you looked handsome today too." haha. guess i shld dress up more feminine next time. so the chattering and laughter went on inside the cab and when reagen was saying he shld open the door for us so it will be gentleman-ly. brenda then suggested maybe the 2 guys shld alight first, then the cabby take a tour arnd the school and come back to the alighting area then reagen and wilson open the doors for us.. it was lame. when we reached school, the bunch of 2904 guys were just walking towards the canteen. so reagen got down first and rushed over to the other door of the cabby to open the door for brendie.

waited for other girls who came in pretty dresses and make up and hairdo before we went into the hall. the sitting arrangement was useless bcos to us, it was practically free sitting. the food was a stingy 5 course meal, same as fine dinning. took lots of pictures and many were developed on the spot, thanks to the planning committee and do u know what? the photo papers were not included in our $25.. the councillors paid for them. i managed to give away every post card that i've prepared so it was good cos i only intended to do so. the performance was okay but one thing was, we ourselves were high but i was super high? dunno lah. nobody wanna high with me.. there were 130 lucky draws so like everybody had 130 chances of winning. the the blurr phebe was too concentrated on her chicken chop that she only realised that her number was being called when it was at the last call. but thanks to shimin, she reminded me when my number was called and i was like,"really????!". hahas. i was so suprised that when i stood up, my chair fell. and yeahh!! i got a thumbdrive. good right? i was still worried what the prize was cos the box was super light. and can u believe it, the school actually gives away last year's funfair tee shirts.. zhiwei won that though. haha. weihan came to our table and ahma took a picture with him. then i wanted to take with him tooo cos he's such a nice guy. although i was looking at the camera lenses, i could see caroline tan looking at weihan and i and nodding happily before she walked towards her seat. crazy. hahas. andy was going arnd cololecting helium balloons to float the number stand. stupid lah. and they succeeded.
and at the announcment of the prom king and queen, they were trying to lock us in but clever cheyenne found a way out at the side and i was running to it when jack called me to pass me a photo. so i ran towards him to get it and quickly "flew" towards the door.. heng heng ahh. the person managed to close the door after i left. muhahahas. and our table number 12 won the best dressed table. the prize is phebe's favourite- ferreo. we were quite disappointed at some of the nominees of the prom queen. take note, it is SOME. wonder who choosed her lah. okay okay. it was obvious that either eugene goh or that 5Agape guy (i dunno how to spell his name lahh) will get the title. and its the 5a guy. tiantian's the prom queen. okay lorhs. cos she's the only one among the 4 who shld get the title. maybe kailing or fiona shld be nominated instead. muhahahas.
we didnt go anywhere after that and i managed to take the last train home with a few councillors and wilson, reagen, chunfu. my mum was waiting for me at the train station. haha. it was really fun, although its in school..

shall get the photos from the others soon.

au voirs!

Saturday, November 25

{ freed on 2:39 PM

well,
perhaps i've made a mistake for the past year.
if only i have placed you people as my number one piority or what,
perhaps it wouldn't be like this now.
if only i had wanted to spend more time with you people,
perhaps it wouldn't be like this now.
if only i had joined you guys more often after school,
perhaps it wouldn't be like this now.
then i will be able to join you people in all of your conversations.
when u people are talking and i wanted to join in,
its like there's something that you people didnt want to let me know,
and whenever i tried to ask more into it,
you people just didnt want to let me know or perhaps, its troublesome explaining to someone who doesn't have any idea about the matter or perhaps, i just dont deserve your trust anymore.
it feels like i am not one of you guys anymore..
this feeling is bad.
if only i had known more about you people,
perhaps i wouldn't be left out.
but who will ever bother about how i feel? they are just happy with themselves that sometimes they neglect others. yalalala. i know its tiring to be bothering about other people's feeling all the while. thats why i said "who will ever bother about my feeling?"

i've been looking for jobs these past few days and i just need them to call and confirm with me. i just need something to tie myself down and stop myself from wandering away into my thoughts.

au voirs.

Friday, November 24

{ freed on 8:19 PM

i finally bought my dress yesterday. my mum said it didnt look bad. went arnd looking for jobs as well and we went to minitoons to fill in their resume. hope we will really get that job. looks fun too. then sinhui and i went to look up ahma and eve. the area eve is working at is now hiring. but the interviewing process is so complicated and there are certain exits that u can't take at taka if u're working there. so, im still looking arnd. hope can work at minitoons. oh wells.

it really feels aimlessly after the Os. shall get myself to start working real soon. hohoho. but no fast food restaurants. the pay is peanuts. work work work. i went back to toriQ yesterday. the uncle recognises me, but not sinhui. haha. i just love occupying myself with something to do.

meeting sinhui again tml. heard she wants to go threading while i may be getting some minor accessories.

graduation dinner is on monday.. i just love my 2904 girls.

au voirs.

Wednesday, November 22

{ freed on 2:17 PM

i was out in town with sinhui only, since charmaine said she couldn't come. we went to many places. from taka to wisma, from wisma to far east, from far east to lido, from lido to bugis seiyu, from bugis seiyu to bugis street and lastly, from bugis street to OG and back to seiyu again. its really a nice feeling to be going to so many places and practically checking out every shop that sells dresses, so as to make sure that we didnt miss out anything. and we did all these in 9hours plus. so our feets were like aching after that. we did go taka in a attempt to find ahma but maybe we were dumb or what, we just couldnt find the hush puppies section. we saw ruixiang and his pretty gf at wisma's isetan.. haha.

so anw, i have serious problems in looking for a dress. i tried on many pretty dresses but they all look weird on me. but finally, i found a tube dress that suits me at seiyu and i am going to get it tml. its $89.90 and comes with a free necklace. so i guess its still okay bahs. compare to others who need to get their accessories and clutch, i think i dont have to spend much.

as as we walked all over the places, there were like so many places with the notice wanting to hire ppl. got converse, levi's, toriQ(of course), topshop, fashion boutiques, etc. practically everywhere. so i am not worried that i can't get a job. its only a matter of time and pay. sinhui went to write her particulars 4/5 times while i only wrote once and its for fun de.

so anws, more town tml to get my dress and sinhui's shoes & accesories.

and there's some asshole's birthday today. but im sorry i won't be joining you guys.

so, HAPPY SEXY 17TH BIRTHDAY, CHUN FU!!

HAHAS. oh yeah. on our way home yesterday, we took the marina bay train for seats and we saw suspicious article under the seats of the trains..

its 2 boxes.

but very obvious, its to go along with the ikea advetisement and the usual metal casings under the seats were merely pasted with ikea boxes-wallpapers. and at marina bay, this group of guys boarded the train, most probably after their steamboat. one of the guys even went to give those "boxes" a knock and what they get was a metal knock-reply. it was super stupid and hilarious. i went said out loud,"how can he be so stupid?". hahas.

i woke up at 1 today. super tired. and as i was using the mouthwash the second time, i accidentally swallowed down some. eeew. the feeling was disgusting. i mean although the mouth wash is mint-flavoured, it still felt wierd, like swallowing poison. i tried to puke it out but its too late. thinking that my enzymes and gastric juice were destroyed by the mouthwash, it just worsens the whole feeling.

gtg.

au voirs!

Monday, November 20

{ freed on 10:47 PM

phew.. like today is officially the last day of O levels for me. dnt was manageable for me. maybe i can get a a2. i only chose a question on processes cos i know i will spend damn lots of time trying to draw the illustrations to perfection. so i was trying everything i could to avoid processes. but i can not say the same for my science mcqs. siao liao. just have a bad feeling. didnt really study for it. anw. its all over, all over. the examiner even congratulate us when the dnt paper ended. then we were like saying, "siao". in the end, everybody hurrayed.

hmms. seems like there's no more vacancy at hush puppies cos apparently, jenny has yet to call ahma to confirm. haha. but nvm. there are always other jobs available. its just that i am looking for a full-time one so i can earn more. hmms..

i have yet to find a dress for graduation dinner. perhaps i am just not used to wearing tube dresses or i simply not fated to wear tube dresses cos i look damn weird in them. funny feeling. but its alright. i already have in mind the kind of dresses i may have a liking for. big shopping tml man. cos like shimin, ahma and eve they all have found their dresses so i cant possibly ask them to go shopping with them. so i'm going to many places and it is indeed many places to shop for dresses with charmaine and sinhui.

and i am owing many people presents and a minority, money. seems bad to me. shall be keeping a look out for jobs as well tml. i wanna save up for many many stuff. most importantly, save a few hundreds in my bank and get a laptop. muhahaha.

okays. we have some kind of briefing at 9am tml. like damn early. why cant they just give us letters?

i also found a better site than mp3.baidu - http://music.sogua.com

gtg.

au voirs.

Friday, November 17

{ freed on 7:04 PM

i was at sunplaza with shimin and ahma. couldn't resist the temptation of the fishball noodles that ah min was having so ahma and i went to get our share in the end. and ah min agrees that luo zhi xiang's mv is damn cool!! the more i view it, the more shuang i am. haha.

okays. mmm. pac mcqs was okay today. infact, a number of them were repeated ones from the 2003 paper which i happen to do last night. and it was the only paper1 i did. so should be no problem. we will just have to wait for the results then. but history totally sucks. practically everybody studied japan, hoping that it would come out and felt that it had the highest probability of coming out. and of course, some were saying that if japan fail to come out, everyone will sure complain. when i saw the paper, i peeped at the structured and was indeed shocked! damn it man. not a single word of "japan" appeared in the text. how can this happen? why are the british setters so damn brainless. seriously, the whole paper is like a dunno-what-it-is paper. and not a single Hitler came out. where did all the hatred for hitler go? and not a single topics that we studied came out, for the majority of us. well, blame it on us fir we didnt study the whole book. and the black horse, chapter1- treaty of versailles. what is this??! urgh. nvm.

i guess i'll be out to look for dresses with the 2904 girls tml after dnt in the morning, from 8 to 10. i am so looking forward to it. shall start working on the little presents i have for the people le.

lala. luo zhixiang and xiao gui are so cute. i think i am "entertainment 100%" crazy already. i totally love that show. shit. i forgot what i wanted to say. anws, i heard that the school is going to practise the having-a-partner thingy during graduation night as how it went during the fine dinning. perhaps the fine dinning pairing up was a success. o.O

gtg.

au voirs!

Thursday, November 16

{ freed on 3:14 AM

anws, just some random stuff. i still did not feel like sleeping yet so i decided to continue checking yahoo auctions out for dresses. i have to say that many of them are indeed preetty, preetty and still preetty. and all these are from either japan or korea (as they claimed it to be lah) and they are really preetty and the prices are only arnd $30 plus. thats like can save damn alot lah. brenda was telling me all u need is a measuring tape with you to measure urself them can le. i saw this black dress. dont know how to describe it but its really preetty. loves loves.

shall continue my yahoo-auction-search.

au voirs!

Wednesday, November 15

{ freed on 8:00 PM

oh man! luo zhi xiang's lastest mv (jing wu men) is so so so so so super cool lah!! woah. im like damn attracted to the mv. here it is.

damn cool damn cool right? haha. fell in love with it at first sight. oh man. aaahh. so shuai. haha. at least i feel so leh. perhaps its because i was looking for the mv for quite sometime when i heard that luo zhixiang's album is releasing. thats why i think that its so cool? nvm.

i was msging anet saying that if non trading, amalgation, stock and limited companies come out in the accounts papers today, i'll sing "money autumn". money autumn is just some lame stuff lah. but i didnt sing it in the end.

so anw, i was watching the project superstar just now. the ke wei has alot of stage experience and is the he-ying-tian-shi in concerts of david tao and jj lin etc. and she has got into the top 24s easily. but she was too busy with her schedule and has been unable to be on time many times, affecting the productions schedule and so, she was disqualified. like so wasted can. i think she can easily get into the top 10 or something, or perhaps, she can even be the champion and have her own album. so wasted. hope to see her again in the next project superstar. then will have pretty ladies in the competition le. the contestants are quite ordinary looking actually.

-shruggs-

brenda told me that she and yenfenn bought online dresses and they are at a much cheaper price, arnd half price of the original price. shall go yahoo auctions to take a look.

left with 4 more separate papers.

oh yeah, anw, thursday and friday's morning papers are pushed back by an hour.

au voirs.

Monday, November 13

{ freed on 6:17 PM

i should have known it all along, for i have suspected it all along too.
i have no idea what is about it that keeps bothering me,
but i am sure you have your reason for doing so.
so, be it reasonable or what,
i don't really care cos it doesn't affect me much, in any way or two.
like what i have mentioned many a times,
its your choice whether or not to let me know.
but you should have known that you can't always hide it.
for the world isn't big
and paper can't wrap fire.
(thats direct translation lah. dots.)
so, next time if you meant to keep it unknown,
please be careful.
lets see how long it will still take before it reaches me directly.

i think luo zhixiang's latest mv is so damn cool. haha. so shuai. oh yeah. and i heard that the president george bush is visiting singapore or something and the newspapers will arrive an hour late. but will our exam papers be pushed back an other too? O.o

i think i am not fated to have another lesson with petrina. she didnt come yesterday.. but we still did accounts. haha. oh yah. my mum said she wants to tecah me how to make up but the whole thing turns out hilarious. i kept saying i look damn awful, like monkey's ass and kept sneezing becos of the powder. eew. i think she can only draw her face lah. haha. i did better draw mine myself or leave it to other ppl to handle it for me. i wonder why women love cosmetics so much. the powder is so irritating when it gets into ur nose lah. and i've seen people with such thick make-ups that you can see their faces miles away. wonder how many layers of make-up they put on. and some have two different tones between their face and necks. like LOL lah.

so anw, gtg.

au voirs!

Friday, November 10

{ freed on 10:05 PM

as to the previous entry, i didnt turn up for the pac with pet cheong. but i will this sunday. it will really be the last "lesson" with petrina.

damn. i'm really rusty with the keyboard.

well. its really hard to anticipate how i have faired in the papers so far. and the mathematics paper2 this afternoon made me feel so uncertain about my maths. in fact, i have been uncertain about it all along. please, please give me at least a B3. i dont wish to score any lower than that. i wonder what was i actually thinking this afternoon. sucks. i was suppose to pia through the whole paper and like paper1, i spent extra time on the workings which were numerous, making sure that at least they were right. and at the last 20mins, i didnt even bother to take a closer look at section b and started on question10 when obviously, question11 is so much easier. and i didnt have time to finish the last 3 marks. including 9c which really got me stuck, i think i've lost arnd 10 marks already. this is bad. it really is bad. omg. this made me doubt my mathematics even more. i have no idea how many foolish mistakes i may have made in the paper, plus these stupid marks that i gave away to the examiner because i fail to complete them.. goodness..

i had not want to compare with others about the answers after the papers because seriously, the papers are not tough and i felt that everything was okay and within my capabilities to do, but not to say good. so, really, this fear sucks. i was thinking of what if i break down at the last minute. sucks. this simply sucks.

seriously, i dont know but i got a feeling that my humanities suck too. everything. infact, everything. so much for thinking of being the silent killer for the best improved student. gosh. just hope that the remaining papers (accs, history, science mcqs and dnt) wont be bad. i really wanna hit my target. please dont allow me to feel that i dont even have the slightess hope of getting into the courses that i am interested in.

i dreamt about something funny. infact, wierd dream. i was on this train heading to somewhere far far far into the jurong east direction. similar dreams with the train as the background scene has taken place before leh. okays. there was this girl on the train, who seems to be lost but she appears to be kind of cute looking initially. then suddenly, there was a announcement or was it a guy, that says, "dont mistreat her. she is...(he meant someone whose dad was "respectable" and can not mis treat her at all.)". and guess whose daughter she is. she is the second daughter of the mr goh. you know, the one who gives morning devotions and have a daughter studying in phs? the omni-potent guy luhs.

like, urgh.. why is my dream like that? speaking of morning devotions, i kind of missed clement's singing during chapel. its so "magnetic". haha. anw, just some random stuffs. mediacorp cut away certain parts of the princess hours and that show is ending soon. sians. the faith and grace students have their Os ended early leh. boring. then they will have more time to shop for graduation night clothings. kill them!! hah. nah. im so nice. and i am ~~never~~ violent.

really have to go into pacs intensive already. can't be like previous days when i only did a few and leave it aside. i think anet is really going to make it for the O levels. seriously. she's like pro in everything lahs.

okay. enough for today.

au voirs!