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Saturday, September 30
{ freed on 2:23 AM

i just finished watching the "hua xu" of princess hours. you know, the NGs and stuff. and gong season 2 will be released in next febuary. ooo. i can't wait man!! this time round, "xin" will be having another affair and "cai jing" is the first female president of korea. should be quite interesting. and "xin"'s previous job was actually a model and he was the best dresser model for 2004 or 5, i think. he's built lah. and he says that by doing stretching often, you will grow taller. perhaps, those who want to try stretching often may reach his 187cm height.

i was pretty mean to my mum just know. she was hurrying me to bed and to off the lights because its watsing electricity, but i was watching princess hours. then she came over and watched but i told her to go away because i prefer to watch it alone. say i am mean and unfillial, etc. but i just dont like it when she stands behind me and watches it too. and i wear earpiece when watching it. so that means no sound but only subtitles for her. thats like meaningless watching too.. you know you know? bet no one understands what i meant. sorry mum.

got back majority of the results already. and i am actually satisfied with my english scores. hoorays. but i still need to work hard on other topics. well, i am one of great dreams, of my own great dreams of course. i wont go arnd having some typical cum model real great dreams and pray for something like,"oh, please grant us world peace.. please..", and stuffs like that. thats what those contestants at beauty pagents say.

and i am afraid that i will let my dreams down. yes, going to jc isn't my ultimate goal but it doesnt give me a reason to do badly either. actually sec4 stuff isn't difficult. some of it may be tough but it is all possible to score well. when i look at topics that i scored badly in, i often think back and realised that its not that tough after all. so why didnt i put in the extra extra extra effort to make it possible? how silly.

in school today, the 4i girls were debating on the advertising for the harvest. seriously, i've been grumbling on it for countless of times and i am going to do it again. ms seh told us to pay $15 for the advertising of our class because currently, there were no sponsors. i checked out the advertising size cataloge that ms seh brought to class and a full page of advertising cost $300, half pae costing $180 and it goes down to quarter page etc. we did the calculations and to our amaze, if a class were to have 40 students, multiple by the number of classes (taking the sec5s as a class, in general), we get a total of $22800 for the harvest. that is like way to much. the point is, we students, advertise what? our pretty faces or asses? and the thing is, the school specify us to advertise 3 pages. 3 pages multiply by the number of classes, you will get 100 over pages just for advertising, excluding our class photos and school staff ones. it just set me to wonder, all the money that we've paid for and probably, are going to pay, does it only pay for the neccessity, our expenses or part of it goes to the school building fund? and whenever we grumble about the money that we have to pay for God knows how many times, that-holy-lady in our school will say that its good to give etc. events like jogathon, funfair and stuff. wow. thats really alot of money. too bad, our school is poor. to certain extent, printers in IT labs/ com labs have no ink and toilets have no toilet paper. maybe they should just recruit in rich kids and leave us peasants alone. haha. and i heard that the-holy-lady even proposed about setting up a presbyterian junior college. so it will be called PJC? a PHS is probably more than enough. i would prefer going to pioneer jc rather than some kind of presbyterian jc. we even mentioned something like the school is a money sucker machine. there's still more to our conversation. but we shall not disclose them here..

okays. its late now. im going to bed.

au voirs!

*O levels count down.


Thursday, September 28
{ freed on 11:57 AM

im in the com lab 3 now, during maths period. we're suppose to do the revision exercise on heymath. blog first lah.

okays. and so, i am in school today because i want to get back my results.
i'll be in school tomorrow because i want to get back my results.
and i was here in school for the past 3 days of the week because i thought we will be getting back our results!!

so, we did get back a minority of our results. yup, minority. so far, i barely made it lah. really have got alot more to do.

school has really been boring. but the 2 bio practicals can't be more fun than ever!

was having dnt theory lessons just now. yuenchen cheyenne and i were talking about some "sexual education"..

shall continue. mr tan's coming!!

au voirs!!


Monday, September 25
{ freed on 10:35 PM

there's practically no actual lessons for the past 3 days of school. pe was great today. we played trampoline, followed by netball during recess. there was some miscommunication going on between "detergent" and the messenger. so it was nobody's fault. you know, we can't possibly blame it on "detergent" right? he'd most probably say, "so now you are trying to say that its my fault?". english lessons were spent watching a movie. part2 will continue tomorrow.

met up with winnie to go behind school for a haircut but the salon was damn crowded lah. there's like 6 ppl or so waiting for their turn in the shop when there are only 4 seats.. and just as i expected it to be, those 4humility guys went there to have their haircut. so in the end, came to a decision of winnie going home to change while i wait for her in sunplaza. met up again and had lunch at kfc where we meet brenda and girls. took shuttle to sembawang shopping centre for a haircut at Alan and Guys. winnie went there before and it was $8 per haircut, for two times. so i sat down and asked the person about the rates, just to confirm. then she told me $12. ooo. and i was like asking winnie to "save" me. when we told her about the $8 issue, the lady just said that the first person who charged winnie, charged her at the wrong price. i think that's bullshit lah. like charge wrongly at $8 for twice? crap! further more, the lady who cut for me was the one who charged winnie $8 for the second time.

so i wasnt really satisfied with the haircut and there's like no difference cos i asked to trim it thinner. thus, i got home and started to trim it here and there.. heh heh. shld have gone to the one beside the choco cake shop behind our school. that "fashionable" hairdresser..

accounts results tml, i think. gonecase liao. shld be lah.

au voir!


Friday, September 22
{ freed on 10:37 PM

okays. i guess im wrong about "detergent". he is really nice on the inside but i think is because he has a image to uphold infront of the students. thats why he may seemed such a asshole during assemblys. but he's really a nice guy. im really suprised. heh heh.

school was boring and indeed, accounting lessons become "singing paradise" once more. shall jiayou for O levels. i don't really want to regret.

au voirs!


Tuesday, September 19
{ freed on 12:54 AM

i shall refrain from talking about the prelim papers. all im saying is that our accounting class is going to turn into a "singing-paradise" when we get back our results. petrina was like saying we betrayed her because there was this missing figure in the question and yet we know, but did not say it out. so like.. like that lorh. haha. she always make mistakes when we thought that she would be so confident in her own questions. and we are termed "betrayers"!! heh.

things get crappy during assembly, when we were leaving for the papers and after the papers. yeah, real crappy.

it is at this period of time where many teachers are pms-ing (not nice to give names huh.. it may turn out to be quite controversal and worst, public apologies). okay. so anyway, teachers were showing attitudes in the examination hall/ before and after papers. and especially, the notorious "washing-floor-detergent". perhaps "detergent" is simply too free and bored with all the time that he has, idling in school. once again, "detergent" has done it, trying to be the joker in school and to show how much authority he actually has. come on lah (not go off ahh! okay. lame.), it doesnt work for us unless it has been emphasised. and you are such a nuisance at times, infact, so irritating that you don't deserve our respect in many areas. you aint perfect too. so, look at yourself in the mirror and think about your flaws before making comments which you think are funny, trying to be humorous. in case you have such high self-esteem and pride that you may feel embarrasses having to reflect it yourself, ask those around you lah. they did be more than happy to tell you whats wrong. you know, "detergent"? you shouldn't think that you are always smart and make others go along with you. because it make you suck and pathetic as well. you may be a little nice at times (perhaps with breaking down the dirt on the floor), but it still doesn't reflect well on you enough and your actions have said more about who you are. its sad enough for us to be your last batch already and you are still never changing. you will never or perhaps, hardly admit the mistakes/ misunderstanding that you have on others. forget about what you promises us man!! you only bothers about what we promise you and if we fail to do you, you will be kb-ing (detergent kbs the floor??) but you never apologises for breaking you promises with us or whatsoever.
you are a idiot! (:
*dont play punk!!

tml's a off-day for many of us again!! can wake up late. i was already napping for almost 6 hours. last 2 papers left, accounting paper1 and biology. heh heh heh..

au voir!


Saturday, September 16
{ freed on 6:24 PM

visit mrbrownshow.com if you have yet to do so. dont be the one laging behind all the fun. oops.


phew. a week of prelim papers just went by, leaving 4 more separate papers. i woke up in shock this morning, at arnd 6 plus, thinking that i'm going to be late for my exams. but today's a saturday.. stress? i think i have yet to put enough stress on myself yet. 1month+ to O levels. i dont want to be grieving about it after its all over. i only studied japan for history paper and i was saying if japan just happened to not come out, then congratulations for it. but poofed! it came out for structured. just like ss- tyco. slept till noon today. shall go tru my dnt ltr and leave accounts after that if i have enough time tonight.

its raining, raining. after yesterday's paper, yuenchen was saying mr wee say need to see him etc, but she need to go back to 4joy classroom so we went back. then saw that mr wee's van wasnt there- as usual. the guys came back to 4joy to finish their folio. yusong asked me to help him finish up the timeplan and research&investigation. and so i did. while yuenchen helped yusong, yuxuan and zongyang on their exploration. in the end, i've got one treat of sakea from yusong while chen has 5 treats in total, including sakae, pastamania& cartel. wooh. haha. thats really nice. im looking forward to it. eve has one treat from yusong too. woo. those guys are gonna get broke man!! in the end, gabriel was the one with his folio undone. yusong and victor started singing " no more dnt.. no more dnt..". gabriel was like staring and them lahs. okays. then yuenchen wrote "no more design and technology" on the board while we took pictures of it. haha.

went for a late lunch with chen at long john. went to that shop selling perfumes and face products, etc, near ljs. we were trying out the perfumes and asking the person there to intro. then she asked chen what was her budget and who is it for. then chen said arnd 3oplus and its for herself. then chen saw this bottle of perfume which she probably took a liking for a asked the person whats the price and the lady was like saying it costs 60 plus and isnt what we are looking for. wahlao, as though we no money like that. but anyway, we werent planning to buy also. heh heh. then we bought those kinda packet-mud-masks. ooo. haha. then we shopped arnd northpoint. haven had that kind of "no troubles" feeling for a long time. it was nice. shall start working on it ltr.

au voir!


Monday, September 11
{ freed on 1:35 PM

woah. fuck my damn printer lah. its damn slow and its just a few exam papers.. damn. im gonna be late for group study with chunfu and guys, all because of the printer. social studies was okay today. i was still saying that im gonna flunk ss before the paper starts. haha. when i flip over to see the structured essays, poofed! pinwen and i spotted the topics tested correctly!! merger and separation, education& health care and good governance. woah. we're such genius, for once. i did good governance instead. i merely read through the chapters and my eyes were so tired when i was studying. so i guess i shouldn't be expecting good results. and i didnt manage to finish partB of the structured. as usual, the timekiller- sourcebased. oh wells.

im still having muscle ache all over. i bought kinder bueno and drank milo this morning. then cheyenne said these two causes our brain to slow down. that was devastating. i was craving for kinder bueno all night, although i already ate one. raawhh. weihan got scammed by me after ss paper. i told him to wish me best of luck for i would taking chemistry paper ltr and he gave me a handshake. even aaron and zongyang they all knew i was lying. HAHA.

the printer is taking ages.

mathematics paper1 tomorrow. best of luck!

au voir.


Sunday, September 10
{ freed on 6:03 PM

i was at school for the full programme of handing over. hmms. i should say i am glad that i went for the whole programme. was intending to reach at 6.40am and look for a few jokers to play the "towel-cap-donut" thingy and take pictures. but i ended up waking at 6.10am despite the 4 alarms that i've set. but i managed to make it in time. so we were split into 3 groups for the amazing race. and we had to think of a grp name. thanks to xavier, our group name was NO TIME. went over to AJC for our first station of rockwall. after all the sec2s had had thier try, there was still a sec2 who has yet to belay so i kind of initiated that i wanted to climb. haha. okay. i didnt complete it though and when i came down, my arms and legs were all weak. despite it being the beginners' wall, i still didnt went all the way up to the top, just 2 more steps. now i wonder how i completed the beginners' wall at jalan bahtera. then it was TP rescue and oh no, that was really bad. had lunch at sembawang hill food centre and went to west coast park for the last station. we didnt manage to find all the pieces- short of 56. somewhere lost on the way by previous two grps while SOMEONE accidentally took them away. haha. anadee* LOL. okays and so, we completed the amazing race. along the way, we knock-it-down alot of times. but along the way, we've also learnt.

then it was the handover ceremony in school. LOL. i was damn high then and after the sec3s' first performance, i was like "encore! encore!". haha. yeah, they sang again. during their second singing, i sang out the verse in the brackets. haha. and those arnd me was thinking whats the problem with me. actually, there wasnt like much surpise also for the programe is expected, afterall, we planned last year's handover. perhaps, you guys can brush up on ur singing but it not neccessary. joking lah. but i sincerely thank every sec3 who has taken their time and effort to help out in planning this event and making it happen, and also those graduates who have helped them in one way or another. thanks. the food was okay(: after dinner, clarinda vanessa me sinhui went to watch the HPT(guys) play soccer. it was hilarious. and the guys just started to ask me to look after their belongings and i couls have like open a handphone second hand shop. not that exaggerating though. according to the girls who were with me, i walk like gary. no offence to gary but they said it was awful.. maybe i tend to walk like that when i wear pants? no idea. then i went to council room and we began talking about ss topics with weiquan and andrew. left at arnd 10 plus. reached home, bathed and slept at 12.20. was super tired. dreamt of staying in school till 3 plus in the morning after handover and samantha came saying that we have to clear the school. woo. that was a shock in my dream. haha. but i dreamt something nice too.

once again, thanks to those who planned the handover, those who were there to witness the event and those who have help out in one way or another.
social studies paper tommorrow. best of luck.

au viour!


Friday, September 8
{ freed on 8:36 PM

**try me again with your assumption and ridiculous-ness, and you shall get my rebellious attitude in return. dont try to ruin this bit of respect that i still have for you people. i dont wish to be rude to you guys too.

i finished "Princess Hours- wo de ye man wang fei" yesterday, the show thats going to be showing after My Lovely Sam Soon. finally, one less distraction and temptation around. its a really nice show. adorable characters plus hilarious & emotional storyline. cant be missed. but its gonna affect our O levels if we stick to the tv during weekdays for it. i was msging shimin last night, and kind of discussed about the show bcos she has watched it already. ahh. i still prefer "xin", although "lu" is much more adorable. heh heh. i've been sleeping at 4 plus recently.. because its the holidays what.. and its amazing how i can actually drag and waste my time while trying to study, with all those crap that i can find in my room.. tml's the handover- one day lesser for study. shall get HIGH tml. MUHAHAHA!!! the prelim timetable seems to be rather merciful, like there's only a day or two that has 2 subjects to be tested. nice nice, i like. haha.

i just replied my penpal yesterday but i've yet to post it yet. he seems to be avoiding the question of how he get to know my address. in my reply, i wrote that he better tell me how he get my address or else, i'll not reply him anymore. whatever. the most, i shall scam him that i've moved away so that he will stop sending over if he really avoids my question again. haha.

shall be studying again. humanities textbooks are like my bibles and storybooks..
au voir!


Monday, September 4
{ freed on 11:03 PM

i had science practical exams today. although i did make some mistakes in both papers, but i think i had fun, especially with the bio one. shall not go through the details of the pink in the bio practical. it was plain crap.

so after the practical exams, i went to take a look at the belay school and pangseh charmaine that grp. oopps. i thought the guys are going to study so i waited for them and in the end, we left at arnd 2 and according to them, they are going to see the sea competition. sighs. so i went home and saw that the "goong" has finished downloading and i was watching it till just now. gosh. i've just wasted hours. shall revise my work later, since that there's no school and i shall study till morning then wake up in the afternoon, till i "song"!! HAHA.

hohoho. HPT handover is anticipating.. and i don't care whether who knows about the programme more or what the programme is all about. it shall be the most memorable and suprising one ever! but i just enjoy irritating the sec3s when they are planning the programme. & they've already finished planning the event. hope nothing will go wrong on that day. the most is that the event "chui". HAHA. okays. but i must have faith in them. so it will be a successful one (:

au voir!


Sunday, September 3
{ freed on 12:20 AM

i didnt attend school for teacher's day celebration. and i was so angry with myself for waking up late. it was such a vivid action that i purposely set the alarm to start ringing from 4.30am to 5am, at each 10min interval. yet, my phone, because of battery low, it went dead and fail to ring. damn. it was my mom who woke me up at 7.10, reminding me to eat the food in the kitchen and to collect the clothings if it were to rain, etc. i was shocked but decided not to go because of the marshals. its would be my second time already. then i msged reagen and kailing with the msg full of "f" to inform them. LOL. and they thought some mischap just happened to me. sorry for causing you guys to worry. i am sure that i missed out on the fun. sighs.

went for grp study with reagen and jack. we couldn't decide on who to ask along and we didnt want the grp to be big so we settled on the 3 of us. hahas. it was supposed to start at 1 but it ended up starting at arnd 2 because both jack and i were late and i need to get my eraser. we went to bishan library. it was real crowded but its beautiful. haha. when jack and i were abt to leave the library exit-cum-entrance, the alarm sounded and this guy stopped us, saying that there's books unscanned in our bags. the truth is that we didnt even touch a single book. so, we walked pass the entrance and walked out again, the alarm didnt sound, then we looked at that guy. then he was like,"sorry sorry.". LOL. joker. we went over to the mac at the interchange there. reagen came. after sometime, sinhui came to say hi to us and went off to meet her friend at the other corner of the mac. what a small world, indeed. hais. i was very unproductive today and i only finished maths paper1 and read up abit on history. perhaps, there were too many distractions on my mind. and i dunno why, my eyes are always tired when i start on humans topics. shall start on them tml morning. i shall have myself locked in my room, with the air-con on or whatever de. seeing how productive jack was today, i really felt that i've let down myself alot, alot. ask me out to study and i will kindly accept your invitation (: provided there isnt many ppl in the group and somewhere where distractions are down.

okays. i do get distracted easily. so, we left at around 7pm and we went to bishan library again. all the new books there gave us a urge to borrow them home. heh heh. reagen took a book, put it in his bag and forgot about it till he suddenly remember and we were laughing about it.

science practical prelims on monday. session one, 7am report. that's real early. jiayou! the most, the biology and physic labs shall get burning. have fun! no worries. there are lots of taps around in the lab. plus ethanol. *evil. haha. burn burn burn, for all i care.

p.s. i aint posing a threat to the school. im kind and nice. HAHA.