today was okay, i guessed. had double maths, as usual and i did some practice with my mp3 on and tanlipsing didnt say a single thing, although i guessed that he more or less saw it when he came to talk to me. maybe its alright to listen as long as you are doing your work. hahas. okays. and so, today was the release of the chinese O levels results and all the panicky came during pac for it was the last period before the results. during recess, we were like saying if we were to get a a2 or what, i'll laugh my teeth off or if they dont, ill pluck them off and phebe was like saying if she gets a a1, she'll treat us to icecream.. went to WOW room but we only had a briefing there. then we proceeded to dnt block to witness canning. ohh wells, who asked them to take the axe from the shelf and start chopping everything in the timber store? they even destroyed certain artefacts. it was a boring process, afterall. all those 16 strokes of can for 5 ppl just numbed me out. then it was the release of the results.
mrs leaw:"ur oral and listening got distinction. but..".
hah. upon this word, i knew something is wrong.
mrs leaw:"if ur aim is a a2, then something must have gone wrong in the paper section.."
me:"then i got b3 isit?"
mrs leaw:"yup."
me:"wahhh..."
and i went saying fcuk all the way. i guess the most happiest person must be eve, for never would she ever expect herself to get a a2. good for you lahh. hahs. thinking of it again, i still feel kind of bu gan yuan. i was expecting a grade between a2 to b3 and it popped out to be a b3. somehow, it seems like there is a great difference between a2 and b3. but like what anet says,"since our oral and listening both got distinction, then our b3 must be a high b3..". hahas. i agree? although till now i still feel very bu gan yuan about my b3, i feel that there's no need in retaking the paper. maybe mrs leaw is right. a b3 isnt a bad grade at all. infact, it is good. think of how focused we were before the paper and how our mentality was like. and now, if we were to retake, how will our mentality be? well, i can say that ever since the chinese paper, everybody is like heck about chinese and we were giving the fu yan kind of attitude towards chinese, probably thinking,"what the point in having chinese lessons? chinese o levels is already over!". and i would say that if i were to retake the paper, i may not even produce a b3 grade. moreover, the course that im aspiring does not even require chinese as one of the L1R4. and i dare to say that this is the subject that i have truly given my best. thus, i have let no one down. although i still feel that a a2 would make such a difference than a b3 lahs.
hahas. i was feeling kind of emotional in the AVA room. and being with the group of a1 and a2 girls sure wont make me feel any better. so i went to look for vanessa, pinwen and chunfu they all. hahas. sounds kind of bad. and of course, im not trying to say that i feel better with them in terms of results and that the reason was because my result is better than them. infact, I LOVE THEM!! yups. and they certainly did cheer me up alot and pinwen's chinese oral experience is hilarious lah. when i was feeling teary, i purposely placed my palms under my cheek, as if ready to catch the fall of my tears and said,"its falling! its falling!". and we were all like haha-ing. yups. life's great when friends like them are around.
there's aces tml, at 12 to 5.30pm, i think. heh. i lost my nalgene. so tml, i shall go there nalgene-less? it would have been weird when it comes to water parade. how huhs? damn lehs. i rented final destination3. haven got a chance to watch it previously and i have to say that i simply enjoy sadistic shows or should i say thriller. yuenchen's was kind of emotional too. but she's alright already. ((: i was at sunplaza with brenda and she bought this squishy water egg toy. she's got a new name- blender. hahas. sounds nice too. haas. im feeling tired. phebe shall be treating us icecream soon. heh heh.
