the ever boring blog. :D

Friday, June 30

{ freed on 11:45 PM

i have to say that ive benefited alot from the career semina and it allows me to have a much clearer view of the path i want to go. the arena that im interested in is very competitive and the cut-off point can be as low as 10-12. which means that if i can go to my ideal course, that means i have a chance of going to jc too. but i do fear that i cant get in to tourism and hotel management. hope everybody go jc, giving me a higher possibility of getting into the course. hehe. oh wells. i have to fight for my dream what. though i have yet to believe in God, but i hope He will give me the courage and determination to persevere.

live a legacy, and leave a legacy. i hope i will.

youths' day celebration today is fun. we were so hyper. that mrs goh's young picture.. such a contrast. haha. somewhere over the rainbow, i see my dreams fly. yesterday's clay moulding, i made a trophy. not the world cup one. is my dream's. i wrote "the best and friendliest hotel manager cum customer servicer". heh heh. i don't feel like going for mentoring tml. i have like only 15 weeks to O levels. that is like damn soon. now even if i want to go out after school, i'll think twice first.. thats why ive been prefering to go home. the feeling is like so nice..

i feel kind of 无奈. but seriously lah. since u guys initiated the change on the design, please hurry and settle the it. there will be no end to the waiting if you all have to wait for one another to be free first before going for it isnt easy to look for a day where those who are goign down to all be free, especially during this period. so please, hurry. otherwise, i might have to bring out my knife and treathen you to do so le. and ms seh will keep on probing the question,"how's the class tee?". i hate it when we couldnt give a answer to that. with the new changes being finalised, it will take time for the person to draw it out too. all these takes time.

till then.

Wednesday, June 28

{ freed on 9:59 PM

school has just reopen and i have found the joy in studying. of course, listening to 98.7 at the same time. it just SPURS you on. interesting things has happened during the this few days, especially during assembly. all those who were there will know whats been going on and its basically about "some tricks with singing a song" and how to be "polite in a particular way". and on our way to the chapel, i was making fun of what we were asked to do, that i can't believed that those words came from me for they sounded more than sarcastic. it goes like this but of course, this is the edited version..

son wakes up in the morning, goes to papa's bedside and said,"good morning papa!", bowing with his waist at 90 degrees, not with his neck.
papa's in the toilet relieving himself and he said to son,"come son, wipe my ass for me.". after son did as told, papa said,"say thank you.". and son said,"thank you papa."
papa was having his meal and asked son,"do you want rice?" son says,"yes." but papa replies,"people only say yes when they are ording macdonalds. say 'yes, sir'". so son did as told,"yes, sir."

my advice is we should all have a chip in our brian so that we can be controlled as desired by floor detergent and not being treated like a military school where the word "NO" doesn't seem to exist in the dictionary. worst still, we felt like dogs, having to obey instructions or else, meals will be deprived from us. and the verbal version definitely sounds alot more better. im pretty sure i didnt mention any names (: u know what i mean. this society tends to get grouchy when names are mentioned.

*BARK TO OUR MASTER!!

Wednesday, June 21

{ freed on 11:33 PM

[this was published on friday]
went down to fareast alone on wednesday. finally, finally. got everything settled- classtee. teacher's day and aces is like in september so i guess will have lots of time but i told the i/c to give it to me by the first week of july. like that, i'll have enough time to chase the money from the others too. i couldnt get the colour bronze. called and asked. in the end, brown was used. hmms. the front design was rather plain without the words and arrows. but i guess that way was better somehow, and it seems fair to everyone. i've asked the person to edit the front to abit graffitti. hope it will turn out nice.

i was on the train to marina bay after that, as usual, so that there will be seats. i couldnt remember which stop it was. maybe it was the one before dobby ghuat or city hall. it was rather crowded and i was leaning on the glass next to the door. then this guy, he was in such a hurry to leave, probably because of recarnation or his wife was giving birth, he tried to squeese his way out. i guess his hand was on the handle next to me and when he left, his hand brushed across my face and my specs just flew out, and fell into the railway! the passenger who was about to board the train saw this and he was like looking at the fallen specs and then to me. it all happened too fast. i was like, oh wells. it already fell into the tracks. and besides, i can still see my way arnd although its kind of blurr. told my brother and he told me i could asked the control station i/c to retrieve it back for me. nvm. just my luck, i guess. went to make my specs yesterday and the person say i could get it on monday.

school's reopening soon. i have alot of holiday assignments that have yet to be touched. my com's just been reformated and my dad got a pentium four CPU for free. chinese oral exam is on the first week of term3. events are coming up and yet, somehow, i dont feel being pushed at all. this isnt going to work.. die le. gonna chiong liao.

Monday, June 19

{ freed on 9:20 PM

have been returning to school very often during the holidays because of the dnt artefact. i finally bought my turf last week. owe yuenchen a BIG "thank you". got her to accompany me to the address debbie gave me. we werent sure of the location so we took a cab there. of course, i paid for the total fare. reached there and realised that victor's house was just nearby. the turf there cost $64 including the hole for the ball and the plastic thingy surrounding one end of the turf. it was arnd 2.3 m long and o.5m wide? yup. it cost damn expensive and we felt being watched as thieves, as if we were ready to steal anything, at anytime. so i didnt get that. and as we walked out to the main road, yuenchen remebered that a bus can bring us to a "flower farm" nearby. so we took a bus there and walked around the huge "flower farm" which consists of 3 flowerfarms. found the carpet grass and alot of decorations. the grass's width is 2m so they only sell by length. i bought 1m and it cost $33. the servicer was nice. when i paid for it, i was only charged $30. 10% discount. better than nothing. took a cab back to behind the school to get bubble tea and i offered to treat yuenchen hers, as a way of saying thanks.

went to assemble my sound device today. eugene ng asked me to bang seh kahwee initially. heh. i felt damn bad so i stayed on with kahwee. went with him to PS to get his mat and went to spotlight where we saw damn many accessories and cloth that we could have stayed on longer. went to bugis to fixed our device. shouldering was fun. went to buy the golden mushroom and again, it was eugene ng, xiangyi and sihao's idea. we bang seh kahwee again and left him to come back to school by himself. sighs. felt really bad but i did apologised to him. and he even sanded my artefact. i cut out the turf. hmms. shall be returning to school again, for the last time i hope, to finish the job. guess will be able to finish it before lunchtime tml. (((: and johari said tml is the last day of this week to finish our work. or else, we'll have to wait till school reopens. there's this activity to "hui kui" all the staff. so workshop wont be opened from wednesday onwards.

Wednesday, June 14

{ freed on 12:31 AM

going back to school for dnt prac tml. took 2 pieces of waste acrylic home. actually, its not waste acrylic lahs. its just that it was there and no one needs it. so i took it. i wasnt the only one. can make some real cute stuff out of it. afterall, we've spent quite much on our other materials that the school doesnt provide. so, take abit also nvm de. ((X they have huge pieces of them. it gets really dusty in the workshop and i wish i had a shower cap, face mask and the dnt goggles. then i'll be dust free and my eyes wont get irritated. had fun on monday, though we were taking our own time. we went for oral at 9 and we were deciding on whether to skip it or not. in the end, we (huisian, shihui, jiahui, me, imelda) went. at arnd 1020, we were already planning how to escape. then in the end we told mrs leaw and left. went behind school for lunch and huisian bought snacks and didnt asked for a plastic bag, saying she's environment friendly. but i asked for a bag when i bought a goreng pisang. felt damn bad. oh wells. guess ill be staying till 5 tml again. and debbie knows where to get the turf and that place often has offers. shall be getting the addy from her. i cant wait for the turf but heard its not cheap.

{ freed on 12:31 AM

Saturday, June 10

{ freed on 10:09 PM

met up with sihao, kaixiang and kahwee. went to LJS for their lunch then we went to popular for my cellophane paper and to sports connection for kahwee's mat. on our way there was kind of hilarious. its funny to see guys having fun and quarrelling at the next moment. went to rocher mall instead to get the sound generator. spent $18.80 on the generator, a lever and some wires. i am considered the lucky one. the rest spent $20 over on the generator and a few more levers. but fortunately, the aunty gave us a bit of discount. sihao went off to meet someone while the rest of us went to walk arnd the bugis street. then we went to parco mall where we meet up with eugene ng and azli. walked arnd and laughed at many stuff. eugene was saying it was the first time seeing me so quiet and that singapore would have to start snowing. went to get eugene's loaf where kaixiang found his roti-girl. HAHAS. eugene offered to help him get her number but kaixiang didnt say a single thing. and according to eugene, the roti-girl was looking at eugene after he had paid the money, as though waiting for eugene to say something. and when eugene told kaixiang that the number was in the bag, kaixiang was like"huh? where?". hahas. i bought the fried golden mushrooms and fruit juice. then we walked to outside the mrt station where kaixiang walked towards a bench and said,"sit down leh, still got so much haven finish(refering to his papaya milkshake)". and next, he overturned the drink and the straw came out. laughed at him for being clumsy. azli could eat the snacks we bought cos we arent sure if its halah. poor guy. then we headed for home while azli went to meet his friend but he missed the stop.

i have not bought my artificial turf yet. maybe i'll go and look for it tml or after i've asked arnd where to get it bah.

Friday, June 9

{ freed on 11:58 PM

once again, i have to admit that i accepts gross and bloody stuff. i have been entertaining myself with happytreefriends. haven been there for quite sometime and the episode on "A to Zoo", part one and two. the chicks in the cartoon are so adorable. went to school to collect the samples and saw the sec3s with some fresh grads. they are planning the handing-over and kong jeng huey is the over all in charge. hahas. kind of rude to use her full name. but no offence at all. saw kaixiang, kahwee, zhanqing, jiahui and eugene ng so i asked abt the dnt. seems liek they have already started on their practical and the lesson was extended to get them all into the momentum. but well, didnt join the lesson in the later part because i didnt bring along anything and i didnt have the sound device. i should be joining the guys to sim lim to get the sound device bah. have to get the materials needed by monday. mine's rather easy. but i guess i'll get the artificial turf in the later part when i have finished my artefact, leaving the top cover undone. hope it will not turn out to be bad. the sound device and the artificial turf aren't cheap anyway.

till then.

{ freed on 1:32 PM

gaah. even huisian feels pissed by ashley. the forever-nice ah sian offered to give a call to ashley regarding the class tee issue and asked me for the number. here's what huisian msged me- i heard his mum asking him to hang up on me, then he just say he gtg. bye, then hang up. i ask him if he got financial problem, then he turn and tell his mum and his mum ask him to say yes. i'm like frikkin pissed lah. i even offer to pay part of it for him and he's being an ass. haiz... sorry. hahas. see what i mean? our conclusion is to exclude him since he is so insistant in not buying it. but i guess he will willingly accept a FREE class tee which isnt going to happen that easily. i skipped physics and dnt today. felt so sleepy so i decided not to go instead. anyway, those going for physics are so little and it seems like some guys are skipping dnt as well. what's more, i'll still haven to bring back the shirt samples which makes my barang barang seems real lot, with that folio. but i still have to return back to school to collect back the samples. i have to. otherwise, i cant collate the sizes. and i shall get frozen strawberries from mos burger after returning the rented vcds. so long.

Thursday, June 8

{ freed on 11:25 PM

went for physics today. lesser people was there today. but i still didnt pay any attention the lesson. asked some to take down their shirt sizes today and attempted to ask some to pay up but wasnt that successful. and kahwee kind of made things difficult for me. i called him times and he just dao me and walked away. that really pissed me off and i decided to ignore him. i was really feeling so troubled by those "moronics" regarding the class tee issue and i cried. then kahwee came and apologise, saying that he was just playing with me and gave me the money. well, he seems like an asshole to me just now. suddenly, i felt that im the one who has been asking for all these trouble. like HELLO? i didnt want to take up this class tee responsibility volunteerily. and most of all, i dont deserve this kind of treatment. i just didnt want the class tee thingy to keep on dragging on. and now, im the one who has to put up with all these nonsense. even i myself cant remember why and when did i start taking these stuff into my responsibility. i could still rmb that day when i went down to far east alone to get the samples. i felt lonely and helpless. having to put up with that designer's crappy comments, that bag of heavy samples and having to go arnd collecting the money and asking for their sizes like im pleading to them for a favour. and now, those inconsiderate people are making things super difficult for me. how stupid of me. and now the back design's still not confirmed. when can this finally be settled? and we really have to get a date, come down tgt and settle the design asap. im afraid i cant take it anymore. the water that this fish swims in is already making her unbearable. sorry for spoiling the mood this morning, girls.

and to ashley. dotn you ever defeat the purpose of the class tee. does the real problem lies on the price of the classtee, or is it that you are not even interested in getting it, or even both? only you yourself knows the reason best. and i dun mind excluding you from the classtee if you really aint interested in getting the classtee beacause you dont even feel part of it.

went to sunplaza with cheyenne after physics and did my first vcd renting. rented april snow and the art of seduction. super nice. physics and dnt tml. boring. and i have to bring that bag of samples home.

Sunday, June 4

{ freed on 6:48 PM

unproductive. when one gets unproductive, she starts to think about other boring stuff. in my case, im thinking of someone special. cleared one stack of primary school books for recycling in the green bag. and i still have a cupboard full of such books and worksheets. how nice it would be if everyhour is showing some korean shows.. hahas. da chang jin is finishing soon.. and it all takes place in the holidays. hooray for once. im wasting my time away and not revising my work. but i feel like working. then can play bowl. oooo. how i love bowling.

wonder if its alright no to have the pac revision papers. hmms. 9-11. two hours. i feel like doing something.. but i feel lazy too. my brain's gonna turn rusty when school reopens. well. im off for tv le. far east tml. and huisian's birthday!! happy birthday to huisian darling!!

Saturday, June 3

{ freed on 11:29 PM

slacked at home today. guess monday then i will be making a trip to far east le. hope the girls will come up with some "practical" suggestions for the finalised back design and not some kind of "for-their-own-interests" or "i-dont-like-the-guys" ones. sorry for the comment man. but i trully hope that this whole class tee's last design can be settled asap. otherwise, im gonna get tired of it soon, especially when something is going to get settled, some other suggestions popped out. well, its our class tee though. and thats makes suggestions essential. made some changes to the wordings of the design. guess it will make the design more appealing to everyone bahhs.

woah. my brother brought his gf to our house. and i got the dinner fixed. fortunately no one ended up having stomach discomfort but ive been the one fixing dinners for a period of time le. though my mum's cooking still taste much more better than mine. hmms. extra lessons from monday onwards. sec4's school life normally starts to have this kind of stuff in the mid year. teachers are trying to rush tru the chapters and other assignments like the d&t!!! done. have to rush through the folio liao. fungus has already spreaded its roots all over the whole folio le. and how am i suppose to allow the music thingy to go along with the thickness of the artefact just makes me... hmms. ooo. ive yet to collect my report book. hahas. seems like our class have a number of ppl with their report cards not collected. i intended to get a copy of the two sets of poa practises from the MLG. but i realised that it was stated on the small slip of reminder that we were suppose to get the practises from the MLG by 29may. lol. that was nearly a week ago. feel like brushing myself up in the holidays but ive been allowing myself to rot so far.

hahas. desires. hoped that my birthday wish will come through. -wink wink-

Friday, June 2

{ freed on 12:48 AM

didnt turn up for the PTC today. heard was a relief giving our class's report books cos ms seh wasnt there. then my mum cancelled her leave and got a afternoon shift. and this heart-breaking news came saying that caroline tan was there to give instead. like.. damn it. had a agrument with my mum and my grandma was there too. the whole scene was out to make me look like a rebellious kid. and i cant imagine how it wld be like if my dad were to be the one turning up. gosh. what my dad might said just make me brain-dead. stuff like,"its already the last semester. its nots as if meeting up will help, after 3 n half yrs in this school. if you want, then teach my kid well that she scores well.. its her responsibility if she wants to study hard or not.." and yadayada.

but i've already imformed ms seh so will be meeting her up soon. anyway, i dont see why mrs tan was there today. maybe its was because she has to show her concern for the graduating batch. but as if she really knows how we are doing.. she's only giving comments according to our gardes. and she doesnt seem that free to be sitting there for 5 full hours giving report books. sighs. razzmatazz tml. all the best to the performers. hahas. i haven been to any concert by our school all these years. guess i'll be going to far east for the class tee stuff. who's joining me?

well, i have to say this school's a blood-sucker. a photograph costs $6. not even the cost costs so much. and i heard the school's getting a sum of it from the photographs to aid in the school building fund. and the wages of the photographers. guess that explains why.