this is the seventh week. still counting. exams is just a few days away. feel the urge to study more. read colinandkero's blog. they are really so sweet to each other. sometimes, its even too sweet that it envious ppl. when you read their entries, you will be like "awww"..
somedays you are nice. somedays you are harsh and loud with your words. somedays, i dont really know what you want. maybe i just didnt understand you well enough. no idea. i just wished that you wont like this.. well, nobody's out to please anyone, though.
sometimes, things around me do make me feel tired. stayed back for accounts extra lessons. ms cheong went thru partnership step by step with us. well, at least that calls for some "celebration". today's a very small group one and maybe its because of that, that her patience abit tougher. ahahs. guessed tml's lessons will be a rather bigger group. at least this afternoon, she has stopped giving me demoralising remarks. still have to help my dad pay his parking bills and tml's the deadline. but he gave me "kopi expenses"- extras from my phone bill. thats nice. im trying to save but it always ended up else where. im like publicising my wishlists to my friends. and it seems to me that all of it will come tru. ahahs. so anticipating. its on the eve of chinese O levels. so its kinda obvious. and its kind of lame cos its still a month away.
guess studying can get real addictive. sometimes, i just wished that my mum will just stop suggesting other poly courses like mass com, accounting etc. i only wanted to specialise in hotel management and only hotel management. you are making me losing faith. dont. please, dont. i often imagine myself being a professional in this area, servicing customers with the best from me but u always seems to be removing this perfect dream/ ambition from me, brick by brick, piece by piece. maybe you just want me to consider other courses that might benefit me in future but to me, you are like demoralising me.
