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Friday, April 28

{ freed on 9:41 PM

this is the seventh week. still counting. exams is just a few days away. feel the urge to study more. read colinandkero's blog. they are really so sweet to each other. sometimes, its even too sweet that it envious ppl. when you read their entries, you will be like "awww"..

somedays you are nice. somedays you are harsh and loud with your words. somedays, i dont really know what you want. maybe i just didnt understand you well enough. no idea. i just wished that you wont like this.. well, nobody's out to please anyone, though.

sometimes, things around me do make me feel tired. stayed back for accounts extra lessons. ms cheong went thru partnership step by step with us. well, at least that calls for some "celebration". today's a very small group one and maybe its because of that, that her patience abit tougher. ahahs. guessed tml's lessons will be a rather bigger group. at least this afternoon, she has stopped giving me demoralising remarks. still have to help my dad pay his parking bills and tml's the deadline. but he gave me "kopi expenses"- extras from my phone bill. thats nice. im trying to save but it always ended up else where. im like publicising my wishlists to my friends. and it seems to me that all of it will come tru. ahahs. so anticipating. its on the eve of chinese O levels. so its kinda obvious. and its kind of lame cos its still a month away.

guess studying can get real addictive. sometimes, i just wished that my mum will just stop suggesting other poly courses like mass com, accounting etc. i only wanted to specialise in hotel management and only hotel management. you are making me losing faith. dont. please, dont. i often imagine myself being a professional in this area, servicing customers with the best from me but u always seems to be removing this perfect dream/ ambition from me, brick by brick, piece by piece. maybe you just want me to consider other courses that might benefit me in future but to me, you are like demoralising me.

Wednesday, April 19

{ freed on 11:27 PM

its already the fifth week. still counting. exams are REALLY coming. i was there at the holla back finals at singapore indoor stadium. it was really a great competition. especially with the CLICK FIVE and the singapore band there to perform. it was like a concert. bet alot of them enjoyed themselves to the fullest. leslie's Hall7 won second though. its a great job.

i guess this year's thanksgiving was the most "fun" one, with entertainment available almost everywhere. yup, its about the two alumni photographers, mesmerizing many girls. ahahs. what took place in the hall was the most hilarious one. good-looking guys do attract attention afterall. saw them taking pictures of the whole event. felt so aspired to come back as a alumni to help out in events like these, then can use cameras with the damn long focus. that will certainly be nice. but i wonder if they come back because of their school's project or whatever. its been quite some time since i last touch photography. i really longed for a camera of my own. then i can capture moments of my own. how nice..

was feeling rather restless recently during lessons. be it the weather or what. i just find it difficult to concentrate at times. infact, it even irritates me. shall put in extra effort then.

will you be?

Sunday, April 9

{ freed on 4:19 PM

am i really losing the feel that made enjoy or am i beginning to find that feel back?

the third week is almost over. i was saying that a week's gonna be over on the first week. and now its the third week's turn. chinese Os coming. i have no idea what result i'll be getting but the only way i can help myself is to listen during lessons. the only subjects that i have been listening and none gets in, i guess is biology, physics, social. feel as though im idling away. really enjoy the feeling of keeping myself occuppied. really wanna make full use of my time. language fest is over. no more playtime le..

Friday, April 7

{ freed on 6:59 PM

yuenchen dragged me to watch the bball friendly match with the thailand students. i was rather reluctant initially but im glad that i did stay for the match and i have to admit this- their bball skills are really much more "qiang" than ours and PHS just deserved to be thrashed! there was this player4 who was rather outstanding. the thailand MVP? hahas. maybe its their average age group that stands a bit of advantage bahhs. their average age group is between 15-18 while ours is between 13-16. but that certainly isnt a excuse for our school to be thrashed. still, its a good game played.
im not very sure about this but when the thais were walking into the cca, huisian was saying "bye" to them and a few bball players just smirked at her. like, whats that suppose to mean. ohh, that MVP said bye to me and yuenchen or should i say to yuenchen only, at the canteen water coolers there. hahas. he is definitely very "qiang"! i wont mind watching another game if there's a chance.

hmms. during accounts lesson today, ms cheong cried. felt kind of bad. can sort of understand what she's trying to bring across. its just like us, taking the sec3 adv camps and we have to tell our class what to bring and what to prepare but they just wont cooperate with us.. same case here, i guess. well, lanuague fest is over by now and today's performance was the best! certainly.

im watching happytreefriends. enjoying it. hahas. another week has passed.

Wednesday, April 5

{ freed on 5:47 PM

HAPPY BURFDAY, CATHI! celebrated cathi's burfdae for her today and smashed some on her face too. ((:
lesson's was usual but chapel was fun! YMC was here. david was kind of cute. hahs! hmms. got back pac results. did pass but wasnt good. only got b3. was hoping for at least a A though. guess i just didnt prepare myself well enough. biology was fun. hahas. kept joking with chandra about having to copy too much notes which will cause the lens not being able to focus. everybody seems to be attached, but not everybody. when will mine come? hahas. weeks have been narrowed down. exams round the corner. i want to be able to focus hard and learn something new everyday. i believe i have been doing so.

its raining now.. a heavy one.

Sunday, April 2

{ freed on 5:07 PM

haven been blogging for a week liao. can be considered quite fruitful bahhs. especially yesterday. received a msg the day before saying that i have to meet in school at 12 instead. then later meet up the others to padang. went i go to the school, i only see graduates- shuhui, liting, pinwen, boonjun, winnie. then kelly came. so i just sat there while they discussed their stuff. denise asked me along to go with them to marina first but i didnt. colin called to apologise too. that msg was actually meant for graduates. and he promised to treat his mentis to seoul garden in may or june. ((:

left school at arnd 1 and went to amk central for lunch. i had dessert and the plastic bowl has no gravitational force that when the fan blew, it topples and the syrup was on my pants. went to the toilet to wash it but it was still kind of sticky. but luckily when it dries up, no stain was left. layhoon and sinhui came to join us. as we were walking towards the mrt, kelly realised that her wallet was missing. it aint a april fool joke. she lost it and her i/c and house key was inside. liting went back with her to search for it but to no avail. the grads ask us to meet up with the others first while they all go back to look for it. in the end, kelly didnt come with us. she went to make a police report. met up with the others. grads came and we took the marina train to raffles place. met up with the other grp at padang. saw leslie. enjoyed the hollaback performance alot. was damn high. of course, supported leslie's 7 team alot too. pinwen was lame. he actually "took part" in most of the performances. had a mentoring after that, behind "Our Glorious Dead". some left earlier while the rest stayed till the whole mentoring was over. went to marina square for dinner and i joined chunfu, reagen, kahwee, wilson and jack. was fun ((:

went to action city to take a look. the guys left for toilet while i waited for the others to come. the guys came out and kahwee told me when they were in the toilet, he said,"eh, zhenyu, zhuo me ni hui zai zhe bian?". as in how come im inside the toilet with them cos i was previously with them de ma. april's fool. the guys felt like bashing him then. went walking all over marina aquare. some left too. went to giant and walked. then we took pictures at the "model show". chatted then we left for home at arnd 11? wilson sent me home. nice guy. ahahas. thanks buddy. known him for the 6th year le ((: enjoyed so much. AND THE NEHNEH FAMILY IS BACK!!

*the path is there for them. but its up to them to choose which way to take.