when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you gave me the inferior, absurd look.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you ignored my existence.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you only cared for those you felt "important" to you.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you dont even bother to talked to me.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you said i was selfish. but it was because you caused me to be.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you dont even give me a chance to talk.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you went away without even realising that i wasnt with you.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you thought i was just another somebody.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you never spare a thought for me.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you made plans without even telling me about it.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you "instructed" me as though im the cause of it and its my responsibility.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you made mean remarks to me and thought it was funny.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you demanded things from me and felt nothing of what you've just done.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you made decisions that made me felt irritated, just having to go along with them.
[when you thought i wasnt noticing,
i actually did see, heard and felt much about all.]
