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Sunday, March 26

{ freed on 5:03 PM

a week is going to be over soon. now as i look back, some has changed alot over the years. some changed for the worst, though, ignoring the rules and making it seemed as though they werent at fault. sighs. feel so pathetic for them. while others have lost their interest in something that they once had deep interest in..

did a few of the class tee designs. shall see how it goes. guess there will be some decisions that i've already been planning to make and im certainly i wont regret them. afterall, not eveyrbody feels the same as how i do and ultimately, they might only be making a fool out of themselves.

mr tan hasnt been attending our physics lessons for the entire week. guess he must have gone for re-service. having chinese lessons tml, which i dreaded most- standard newspaper report writing. in the end, i did enjoy writing chinese compos as to how i might have in the past. was just trying to complete the work. must have written alot of them from the very first week. one week closer to chinese Os.

i must say i really do enjoy hanging out with them, though not as often but once in a while for they treat their friends with sincerity. thats one important thing which im trying to learn. they dont make you feel inferior. in fact, sometimes, they make you feel special. thats one thing lacking in me and arnd me. still learning that "skill" and i trully believe that tru that, i'll be able to appreciate those arnd me, more at least.

off to do my DNT now.

Saturday, March 25

{ freed on 5:42 PM

hehe. at sarah's house now. group study. but actually i didnt do much lahh. ended up drawing the class tee design. eugene.g and jieyong went to send chongzheng off. sometimes i guess its really nice to have younger siblings at home.. well, provided they are cute lahhs.

went to parliament house yesterday. its really interesting. the stranger's gallery, the wig and the painting!! it was the most detailed oil painting i've ever seen. a week is over. sighs.

im reminded of the guy i met at my workplace while making banquets. hahas. okays. fine. hope can go back there and work when everfree. can earn more allowance at the same time ((:

Wednesday, March 22

{ freed on 7:04 PM

bought the $79 mp3 yesterday. 256mb was left only with sliver and blue. but still got a black, 1 git, $165. so i bought the sliver one instead. i shall be wishing for a new ear piece. the one given is too short. ((: j8's sony shop got. cost over $30 plus. sighs. time really flies. a week is going to end soon. and tml's dnt. hmms. didnt feel like doing it. infact, feel like dropping it. but well, maybe not first. safer. spend quite alot recently.

hmms. kind of missed the days that i worked at banquets. somehow, i had enjoyed it so much. chinese o levels is coming soon. and i am always complaining to huisian about mrs leaw. sighs. her standard mondays routine- a newpaper report writing (for now). did questions on vectors and understooded them, thanks to KAILING! hmms. oh yah, bio lessons today was fun. sat in the com lab2 and was exploring ms lim's blog. nothing special. infact, her skin is totally awful. pink. bright pink. somehow, almost every computer seems to have her blog's address which allows easy entry. not interesting at all.

sighs. really dun feel like doing folio. but tml mr wee will surely check. and we need to hand in the material list by tml. feeling sleepy. guess there goes my sleep again. jiahui and weemin were real hilarious during chapel today. they were making hand language actions for the two songs sang. should have seen it for urself. LOL.

Sunday, March 19

{ freed on 1:05 PM

went working banquet yesterday. can say its better than the previous time. but its just that my mum and i went there late. then the uniforms left for us are like XLs. damn ugly. but yesterday's quite nice. aunty and that guy helped me along the way. happened to work together yesterday. hahas. working still can see handsome guy. not bad not bad. he's in nyp, taking fianace and banking. is business course that nice? and he's same age as my brother. well, he's quite nice bah. offered to help me bring plates to the kitchen.

no idea from when, i start to enjoy my work last night. other ppl got help me, i also did help them. so like, fair.
heard that the bride has tatoos over her back and legs, etc. yeww!
guess won mind working when im free.

i wanna get that $79 black mp3.. hope that clearance sale will last. and as usual, chionging all the holiday homework today. sighs. die. i still dunno the vectors topic. gonecase. hmms. i was thinking of hotel management or business course. nothing else.

Wednesday, March 15

{ freed on 1:21 PM

met up with sweekoon, yiyuan, wilson, vanessa and clarinda at yck yesterday. took the train all the way to harbourfront mrt and had breakfast at the hawker centre there. was waiting for pinwen to come at the bus interchange and he finally came. took the shuttle walked and reached palawan. dunno is yiyuan's fans or friends lahh. but is 3 twoblessing girls, came along with us too. left our stuff under the tree and all of us went to 7-11. pinwen bought his breakfast while clarinda, vanessa and yiyuan went to change. they didnt come back to look for us so wilson, me and pinwen went over to the far end of palawan and went into the trees and bushes. a nice place indeed. pinwen gave us pebbles and told us to make a wish before we throw. which is like lame lah. in the end, we just threw it in. took pictures and pinwen found a spade or wadever de lahh. for making sandcastles de. then we went over to look for the rest. the guys were at their play while i went over to the other far end to join clarinda and vanessa.

girls corner. took off our tops and tanned but we were afraid that the guys will come and look for us again. brought our stuff closer to the water and went down. i kept talking abt moral-less stuff. saw a guy who was quite good looking but his chest hair ruins it all. then we saw a group of korean guys coming to the beach. and 3 of them were wearing checkered-boxers only. and a fat woman in her bikinis, with her friends. can see all her fats lahh. no idea how long that we were in the waters but we decided to go back to join the others. we walked towards the toilet first but heard someone calling us. it was the guys. so all of us chionged for the toilet. we were in our tops before we went out. lol. walked to our original spot and took pictures. reagen, chunfu and khim joined us. pinwen fanfared reagen. LOL. i walked khim to 7-11 to get shorts for the waters while i get drinks. talked a little but didnt dare ask her much about the previous nights match. saw pinwen and sweekoon on our way back. khim got changed and all were in the water. played and went back to the girls' spot for the water there is clearer. saw small fishes in the water.. took pictures etc and went to bathe at arnd 4plus. clarinda misplaced vanessa's bra.. hahas.

took the shuttle again. kind of sian so i purposely clutched khim's hand then pinwen told her that i wasnt straight. like wth lahh. then khim was kinda afraid of me[according to pinwen but he said he told khim that he was joking]. went to harbourfront centre and waited for yinwei to join us. had dinner together and pinwen was embarrassing with his sudden loud words. went out of harbourfront centre and before we know it, all were sitting on the floor, stoning liao. finally we went home on the bus. yinwei and khim went the other way. guessed we were so loud that chunfu was exceptionally irritated, especially by reagen. alighted at northpoint and accompanied clarinda to get some of her camp stuff while vanessa when to join her parents. after everything, took 859 with wilson and reagen. finally got ppl pei me le.. ((: reached home and pinwen called me asking where i was. ended his call and hurry went to answer kailing's call. didnt went out for a movie with them today. called pinwen and talked until 11 plus.

working later. i shall earned for what i want- that black mp3 and samuel&kevin clothings.

Monday, March 13

{ freed on 10:15 PM

went to school for bio practical. testing with URINE! and it turned out to be made up ones lahh, with colouring and stuff. went j8 first with ahma and kailing. had kfc then we saw zoe and shiyun. had a nice time nonsense-ing with each other. the two left for study. me ahma kailing went up to all the handphones shops. they were saying this phone nice, that phone nice. LOL. and i was there, feeling like a lamechop cos i dun even need to change my phone.. met up with eve and anet. they went for lunch. while the same 3 went down to basement's starhub and got hooked with the xbox360? that red fararri..

met up with the 2 again and they went for the handphone shops once more. in the end, we past by singtel like 4 times? so i stood aside while they were looking at their wannabe phones. this time, walked past the mp3 shop in front of sports connection and saw that TINY MP3!!! the model victor is using- wmp 708 mp3. available in 256mb and 516mb. $79 and $99 respectively. thats like damn cheap lahh!! i want the black one. muacks!

went back to the basement's starhub and we were all playing xbox. walked to the mrt station and i left with ahma to look for tong while the rest went back to school. walked past samuel and kevin. gosh! the tops and the cargo pants are like so nice. love them. the tops like ranging from 12-14 and the cargo pants at 29. muacks! bought surlpee from 7-11 and realised that its so sweet. looked tong up and he really did kept his promise- a treat. saw the 18 year old girl le. quite preetty de. but too bad, got stead le. must have been hard on tong. hahas. his pattern, is those typical ones who see their workers made mistakes but also wont scold de. but he didnt even tell them. he was asking if we wanna work at only the counter.. didnt agree yet. ahma and i went walking arnd paragon and went into toys'r'us. felt like typical kids in there. and ahma kept hitting my head for singing the toys'r'us song.. on our way down the escalator, there was a small stage with a guy strumming his guitar singing to the kids. but there wasnt much of a crowd. when he saw us, he was like asking us to join in. LOL. went back to toriQ. left at arnd 6 and went into taka on our way. its only been a few minutes since i just went in and ahma kept dragging me out.. i attempted to go back in and escape from her hands but failed.

took train home and thats a day. going to the beach tml.

Sunday, March 12

{ freed on 12:23 AM

when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you gave me the inferior, absurd look.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you ignored my existence.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you only cared for those you felt "important" to you.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you dont even bother to talked to me.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you said i was selfish. but it was because you caused me to be.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you dont even give me a chance to talk.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you went away without even realising that i wasnt with you.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you thought i was just another somebody.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you never spare a thought for me.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you made plans without even telling me about it.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you "instructed" me as though im the cause of it and its my responsibility.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you made mean remarks to me and thought it was funny.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you demanded things from me and felt nothing of what you've just done.
when you thought i wasnt noticing,
you made decisions that made me felt irritated, just having to go along with them.
[when you thought i wasnt noticing,
i actually did see, heard and felt much about all.]