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Friday, December 30
{ freed on 11:18 PM

11.23pm
30december06
friday

went for cheering session today. did most of the campfire planning today. kind of done with the planning bahhs. glad glad. santa clarinda gave me a billabong wallet!! aint you envious? hahas. went to toa pahyoh with ling, clarinda and sinhui after cheering. ling and clarinda had their haircut. ooo. tml's installation. camp's coming near. ooo


Thursday, December 29
{ freed on 10:49 PM

10.56pm
29december06
thursday

got my new phone. motorola rokr E1. okaes lahh. it comes with a phone memory of 8mb and a tiny memory card of 64mb. not much but aleast enough for me. went to singtel to deal with my phone's gprs/mms problem. sat there for like 20mins or so. finally done le. went to return my uniform. met anet on my way there. she just got off. and she initiated to accompany me all the way. thanks dear. complained alot abt work. i soaked my uniform over night to get rid of the smell. but now, the uniform's stained with patches of light blue from the cap. wadever. now, im getting my pay soon. YIPPES!!

going with yuenchen for her haircut first before going to cheering session. now im getting campfire phobia. hais. but im looking forward to getting my RED SHIRT, WITH MY NAME EMBOISED ON IT. woot!


Tuesday, December 27
{ freed on 10:37 PM

10.43pm
27 december05
tuesday

was awaken in the morning by my mum. did sth that i regretted- have my haircut. aurghh. nvm. went to school to meet sweekoon for our campfire. finally we finished our arrangement of the programmes and timeline. then now we meeting andrew on friday. sighs. hate to admit but andrew's the pro in this bahhs. OOPS! sweekoon said "im-prom-to" again. and i correctted him, and told him how i feel. yupp. then we went to join back the sec3s meeting. HAHAS. was crapping with the "belaying demo".
went to behind school to eat. vanessa and sweekoon left. then we went to northpoint. went to timezone and tried out the HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4.. the game is damn nice and the gun damn zai. shake liao then will reload but covering the sensor is a more cleverer way. [kailing, got xing dong mahh? hahas.] walked arnd and finally settled down at macs. bought all 4 large fries and 2 large coke with all the $$ we have. janelle kopped the points.. *sobbs* HAHAS. went home with winnie on the same bus. yeahh!! finally got ppl pei me go home liao. ((:

hmms. im not the wet weather programme i/c le, only the campfire i/c. that relieved me alot. otherwise, i wont know how long i'll still be stressed by both. aneway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRY!!!

yesterday, me, vanessa, sherry and sweekoon pranked gary on his phone. call me for more info on this. HAHAS.


Monday, December 26
{ freed on 11:44 AM

11.50am
26 december05
monday

HEYY HEHH!! MERRY CHRISTMAS SEHH!! this christmas is kind of normal lehhs. hahas. dont really have the atmosphere. after work on saturday, amy treated me, simin, gabriel, tong and xiang to MACHE for dinner. hahas. first time there though. the rest didnt come along. its on a pay-for-what-you-eat basis. simin's the clever one. she took steak and lobster spagettie. i wanted to order the tiramisu cake but was too full in the end and ordered a ice cream instead. 6 person ate a total of 199.30 bucks. so my company treated us to MACHE ((:

went out with ling, reagen yesterday. it was christmas. went to food republic. then jack came to meet us. chatted and saw eugenia lim there too. was suprised. went to taka's food basement and bought some food from toriQ. i tried the asparagus. not very nice also wad.. dunno how come so many people like it. then we bought some fries, coke and icecream from macs and sat down at the stairways to eat. REAGEN WAS WEARING PINK SOCKS!! hahas. okays. then we walked all the way to dobby ghuat's plaza singapura. finally, WE BOUGHT OUR NALGENE BOTTLES!!!! mine was sea blue, jack's slate blue, kailing's the limited edition one with a beetle on it and she bought a sipper for it too, while reagen's the "xtra" one. he bought the yellow one of a different type. then we went to the arcade. jack played his favourite- soccer. he's always playing that. we went to parkmall but it was damn deserted. then we walked all the way back to GREAT TREAT for dinner. ate and walked back to orchard to join in at the road party. then we went to the OLD CHANG KEE at the road side to wait for pinwen. took loads of pictures. then we went to cine's long jong for pinwen's meal. left at arnd 10? no idea. had fun and thats it.

now i'm worried that i'll ruin the wet weather programme and campfire.. sighs. sweekoon says campfire is in-prom-to de. but i dont think so. dont wish the campfire to cock up. and now, i've quitted my job to fully concentrate on the camp's planning. CAMP STRESS IS KILLING ME!!


Monday, December 19
{ freed on 9:38 PM

9.42pm
19decembero5
monday
finally finished all 3 s.m.a.r.t. sorry for the delay, kailing. real sorry. know it caused you much trouble.
work today was unhappy for me. to that stupid uncle andy, everything is my fault lah. -roll eyes. wah lao. a few days never see him then he liddat kaobei. ytd mdm loh kaobei me. today he kaobai me. so what? the world has turned against me? i shall relate to what he said to me.
i reported work at 12 today. i wasnt late. then auntie amy told me to serve counter. fine. i serve. then uncle andy came. guessed he must have been damn buey song with me since he saw me. those stupid customers like to give big 50notes early in the morning. fine. there wasnt enough 10dollar notes so i told uncle andy that there wasnt enough 10dollar notes. then he just snapped this at me,"bu hui wen yi xia ren jia you mei you xiao zhang de mehh?!". translated version,"dont you know how to ask if they have smaller change?". like wth lahh. fine. i asked the customer. the answer is NO. so? he still have to change 10dollar notes and put it in the cashier right? nevermind-

i supposed that uncle andy and mdm loh would definitely, deliberately, leave some stuff like topping up the sauce, boxes, pickles, changing towels, etc, undone. so i purposely go and take notice of stuff like that and did them. so what? he purposely leave a queue behind for me to serve. i owe him de isit? nevermind- he just keeps on "singing songs" at me. and i was giving those type of wtf faces. even the customers were like damn idiotic. those non-our-language-speakers. bloody uncle andy must have thought that im so farking stupid and idiotic. his face shows it all. nevermind- wo ren. and i purposely leave a queue behind for him. let him have a taste of his own medicine.


here comes the climax. he said,"ni yi qian dou bu shi zhe yang de.. serve counter liao jiu bian le yang.. dong xi yao fang jiu fang dao wan.. bu yao liu yi ban.. ni mei ci liu yi ban mei you fang wan de..". translated version,"you werent like this before. serve counter liao then different.. you want then put all the food sticks infront, on the plates, dont put half and leave it there..". FINE! this is where im like the greatest sinner to him, in his eyes. so what now? HUH??! serving counter with tong doesnt give me problems like that. how come problems arise when it comes to you?

this uncle andy here tells me to put all the food sticks that have been peng-ed, infront at the display at one go, when there are like customers arnd.
then, auntie amy told me before that there's no need to put all the food sticks infront, at the display, at one go.. got one extra tray for the peng-er can liao, serve the customers first.
so what now? what instructions should i do? you tell me lahh. how am i suppose to please people when they give me different instructions that neither one will help. if i follow uncle andy's instructions, i'll get scolding from auntie amy. if i follow auntie amy's instructions, i'll get scolding from uncle andy. so what now? fark.

to uncle andy. if you think that im such a great offender by serving the counter, i can jolly well be the peng-er or the one who fang rou. i dont owe you anything and i dont take my pay from you. its the company who does that. you think i enjoy serving the counter very much isit? im sorry to tell you i dont. i would prefer being the peng-er and the one who puts meat into the machine. the sight of you pisses me off. at least mdm loh, auntie amy and tong are better. NOT YOU! now, i just wished that you were still on leave. and tml im like working from 12 to 9.
9 hours in total. how am i going to survive with him arnd? go and reflect on your behaviour today.

does the fault really lies within me, or were you just trying to find someone to scold and throw out your unhappiness abt the job or family? knowing you for this period of time, nothing has showed me that you will apologise for any mistakes that you make, you stubborn old man!


Friday, December 16
{ freed on 10:09 PM

10:14pm
16 december'o6
friday

went for adv camp meeting in school. didnt do much i guessed. but at least we did some s.m.a.r.t. hmms. hope we can not be slack. we dont have enough time left le. can we just put our HEART and SOUL in to make this camp a good one? i believe we can. but one person's power isnt enough. ask youself one question. IS THAT PASSION OF YOURS STILL BURNING INSIDE YOUR HEART? i apologised for not going to the councillor camp. it definitely isnt a good example. come on. we can do it de. although doing s.m.a.r.t. isnt sth that many will enjoy, but it will ensure that the camp is carried out smoothly, at least. we all hope to carry out the camp smoothly de right? lets all but in our HEART and SOUL, and show those people out there that this adv camp will be a good one, kaes? make use of the time we have now to prevent as many kork ups as possible.

im off tml. it sure is kind of "xing tong" to see my 50bucks fly away but i know, it is worth it. afterall, HPT makes me a better person. without HPT, i guess this present me wouldnt have even existed. i know working isnt a reason not to go to the councillor camp. and i know that it isnt right of me to not even help out in the s.m.a.r.t. during the councillor camp but i have absolutely no idea that they were planning during the camp, at all. my sincere apologises.

now, my fears is that my work will clash with the belay school. but i've already told the manager to let me work late during the week, except on mondays. cos normally belay school will start in the morning. so even if i had to leave early during the belay school, at least not that much. now i just hope that we, sec4s can hao hao de finish the whole s.m.a.r.t. asap, so that the belay school can start soon. i think sometimes we are really such a disappointment. why? its not that we cant do things correctly.. but sometimes, why does it seem so difficult and far to get things done asap? its just a s.m.a.r.t. and yet its becoming liddat. what will happen in future? huh? so long that we put in our heart and soul to do things, IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!

jiayou, people. we can do it de.
there's another meeting tomorrow at 5pm. but sec4s will be meeting at 1pm. be on time.
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went to sembawang shopping centre de burger king with jack, sweekoon, pinwen, wenjie and the sec3s to see stephanie at work. hahas. had fun there lahhs. pinwen bought 24 boxes of the bobdog candy for EILEEN!! LOL. siao. hahas. then many left.. leaving me, wenjie, stephanie and germaineat SSC. germaine wanted to buy ham. but we kept hiding from her. LOL. then i took the shuttle bus home. but i cannot find the bell to press and i scared that later the bus wont stop at my house. but lucky sia.. someone pressed the bell. hahas. meeting tml.


Thursday, December 15
{ freed on 1:04 PM

lalalas. missed clarinda so much. haven got a chance to really concentrate on the adv camp stuff. hais. i'll try to complete my job within today. denise and swee koon came to find me at work ytd. and told me that the time table and s.m.a.r.t. had changed. hmms. thanks for telling me. guessed they must have come and find me that after the councillor camp breaks.

kailing is so lame lahh. happen to meet her in msn NOW! hahas. she's "eating snake" luhhs. this 3 days at toriQ had been.. PHEW! there's this new machine at toriQ - rice dispenser. it was facinating initially. hahs. it beeps to dispense rice when you press a button and beeps again when finished dispensing. kind of fun to use and kind of irritating when you are penging. hmms. finally got a chance to "chuan" the meat yesterday. how nice. and there wasnt much of a crowd. served QUAN YIFENG yesterday. hahas. she has red hair. lalalas! damn! I WANNA DRINK COKE!! just wished that my pay will fall down from the sky!! hais. hmms. wonder if jack is going for his orientaion ltr. heard from the manager over the phone's conversation that soemone will be coming for a orientation today.. hmms. im just bored. too free liao. IM OFF TML TOO!! HAHAS!

wait. now blogger post posts cannot set date liao isit? hmmms. ohh yahh. i wanna eat WANG WANG XUE BING!! yumyum.


Saturday, December 10
{ freed on 3:23 PM

hehHEH!!! long time no blog. bet you guys miss me damn loads. training camp'o5 was great!! guessed there's no need for me to blog down what happen during the camp. words cant describE. enjoyed alot during the camp. those knock-it-downs, mud pool, nature toilet, etc. hmms. can still rmb the day when we break camp. it was a saturday late afternoon. brenda and i sent winnie home. then brenda and i were supposed to meet at sembawang mrt to go to j8 to meet the others for dinner. i left house earlier for clarinda's present. it was arnd 8.15pm. i waited and called brenda many times. she didnt answer. i tot she was already in the station so i went in. waited for 30mins but she wasnt there. my mind wasnt clear then. and i kept sending msgs to the wrong person. *OOPS! okay fine. i finally got into the train and while msging, i fell asleep. when i woke up, i was already at MARINA BAY!! and it was a ah porh who woke me up, saying that i shldnt hold my hp like that as there were a few guys who wanted to steal my phone and run. lalalas. okay and so i was awake. but the ah porh started irritating me asking if the train got go to woodlands, utty, etc. SEHH* and brenda fell asleep at home :l

[fast forward]

kays. hmms. went to work. was kinda smooth luhhs(: and so many ppl came to see me(: hehes. that day after work, as usual, i took the train to marinabay after sending tong to cityhall. then pinwen and gang came up the train! was so suprised. he was with the grads. but that made my journey home very interesting. hahas. got my salary le. but very little only. bought myself a frameless specs. gonna go with jack, ling, clarinda and sinhui to army market to get our NALGENE BOTTLE!! hehHEH.. sinhui started work at toriQ. guessed it wasnt smooth for her bahhs. she's afraid of being scalded. hmms. alot more for her to learn lahhs. very hard to explain to her also. afterall, you are still new here lahhs. but mdm loh's a nice person actually. i know there might be different instructions given at a time. just do what they say can liao, and keep comments to yourself. i love my work and im still learning everyday at work. i wanna be the pro. hahas. its been quite some time since i last "chuan rou" le. went to walk arnd after work with sinhui. she bought her most expensive accessory- bracelet. guess im taking my mum to giordano for new year clothings. ((: