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Wednesday, November 23

{ freed on 5:33 AM

went to sherry's house for troop meeting yesterday. jingle is cute. it doesnt bark, bite and it sits down to let you mo (: and ANDREW'S AFRAID OF DOGS!! haha. then after that, baoyun and i left for the train after she has bought her fries. she has to go to hougang to collect her puzzles, so she's like accompanying me to orchard.

first day at toriQ-
was suprised to see anet and ahma there. anet's shift was 10-3 while ahma's 11-4. how nice.. they are together.. pinwen said he's gonna visit me at toriQ but he didnt. made me so anxious. was kinda of slow at things but slowly, i've got the hang of it. yeahh. the uncle and auntie were quite nice. the manager left at arnd 8. heard them talking abt "lao fo ye" so i asked if they were talking abt the manager. and im right. then we started talking. as there werent much ppl at arnd 8, the uncle and auntie let me practise peng-ing the food sticks. im not going to use my knee to push the drawer in because it made my pants dirty. i was told to do "sai gang"- wipe fridges and drawers, wash this and that. now thinking abt it. if im going to spend like an hour doing that, i will be slacking my hours away!! yeahh!! i think anet and ahma have got their uniforms. so good. looking at my thumbs and index finger, they look red and feel pain. but they are immuned to the heat liao. good. shall do better today. jiayou bahhs.

on my way home, i felt fricking thirsty and was having a headache. i feel like just asking for water in the train. and i really pity the person who sits next to me. i smell like i've just been to a huge BBQ. didnt feel any back pain. but my legs very suan and my stomach very suan too. better today bahhs. jiayou! then when i reach sembawang, i rmbed that i need to help anet photocopy her i/c so i went to the konica shop but the photocopier was paper jam. shall go to the one in sunplaza. fear not, anet. went to mos to get ice tea. and i got mixed up between ice tea and ice lemon tea. so i asked for ice lemon tea. wad a freak. kailing called. and i was singing into the fone. but i felt damn cold at the road junction. dunno what my problem too. gonna catch come tv then i'll go get ready for toriQ. wonder if eve and phebe are coming for the job orientation anot.. hmms. ohh aneway. the deadline for pac is until 28NOV!!!! so nice right!!! ciaos.

Monday, November 21

{ freed on 2:55 AM

had a great time yesterday. we met up at toapayo and went to the ntuc for some groceries. then i was asking,"are we having a trial run for field cooking?". me chunfu sherry baoyun jack sweekoon reagen eileen germaine kezia andrew were there. took some unknown bus to andrew's house. when we reached, we had a small meeting, and started washing and stuff. sweekoon and i handled the squid. woah. squishy- some were making meat balls while the others were making fishballs. i went to help [or shld i say had some fun] too. then we moved tables and started our steamboat! sinhui came. it wasnt a bad meal after all luhhs. the meat balls were nice but the fishballs were kind of nuahnuah. after meal, andrew started his grusome game. we played zong ji mi ma and the three losers have to drink the special combination that andrew come up with. he mixed chilli, carrot, bitter gourd, lime, etc tgt. [i can still rmb the honey soup that he made last june camp] LOL. i kena during the second game. after he made 3 cups of his own combination, he changed game to using our feets to pass a slice of green apple. when the music stops, the one who has the apple has to eat it. of course, nobody ate it. it was for fun only. andrew's house is kind of nice. he lives on the second floor so its like if we were to rarang and stamp our feets, nobody will complaint. and there is this ledge outside his house where he has this clothes hanger to dry his clothings. reagen, sweekoon and me climbed out for the view. took pictures too. will get then from eileen soon. we can like just climbed out and go into other people's houses for robbery. after cleaning up, we had a small meeting. then we took bus to yck interchange. andrew accompanied us. reached home soon and watched mei ren chao. having another meeting tml and im starting work tml. like WTH luhhs. and i heard that yiyuan got in to the school of superstar. well, im off now.

Sunday, November 20

{ freed on 11:02 PM

our home-made fishballs.

Saturday, November 19

{ freed on 9:00 AM

long time never blog le. betcha miss me bahhs! just came back from 2grace chalet. im at zongyang's house with ahma. i shall start now. went to toriQ for interview. clinched the job. starting work next monday. finally, school's extended lessons are over! and took chinese mock exam paper. manageable bahhs. hmms. okays. coming to 2grace'o4-chalet'o5's story.

dayone-
had to do school service for eugenialim because kailing and i pon lessons last week? bet they just wanted student labourers to help them wrap presents. whatever. but it still delayed me in meeting the others to go to chalet at changi. im meeting cheyenne at sembawang mrt at 2.30 but i actually reached home at 2.30. fine. got my stuff ready, ate a little and came out to meet melly. kailign and cheyenne went to get icecream and ice first. time is precious. i was late when meeting melly. guessed we were really late bahhs. cheyenne's dad couldnt wait anymore and drove them to chalet. melly and i dropped at tampiness, took 29 to chalet. we overshot and had to walk back. and i tot our chalet was at the row of chaletsA-G. in the end, cheyenne came to our rescue. the chalet was exactly like last year's. played a little xbox and caused them to lose, i think. went out with kailing to cityhall to meet jack, chunfu and reagen. WE TONG! WOOH! walked citylink to marina square. they bought and ate dinner. the view at the food court there was great. then we went to candy empire, hoping that i can buy the small sized- mashmellows. but it was already closed. finally, pinwen and clarinda came. we went to 7-11 for tibits and went to the express-highway opposite esplanade. sat right in the center, ate and chatted alot. took lots of pictures too. went to marinapark at arnd 2. the place where we left our burnt mark last mooncake festival. continue with out snacks and chatted. i complained about needing to pee. finally, at arnd 4, we went to the toilet. kailing screamed and scared me. she saw a huge lizard. then we went to esplanade. by the time we reach there, it was arnd 5plus. sat at the river there and i took a nap. woke up and saw the beautiful sunrise. took pictures. went for a washup with clarinda and we left. jack, reagen and chunfu went back to school. pinwen and clarinda went to sentosa for troop stuff while kailing and i took train back to tampiness. waited for wilson to come at macs. wonder whats the problem with him. told him its not the mac at the bus interchange and he went there. when we went there, he went to the one at tampiness mall. finally, we met up, i bought my bread and went to chalet. the girls were almost up already. kailing went to sleep in room1[if im not wrong] while i went to room3 and slept on the 'table'. huigun and ahma were sleeping too. i woke up at 3 and went down. most had gone for cycling and bball. i played kungfu with those few. LOL. had alot of fun. (: then i went down to the village, hoping to find some crumpy chocolate spread but couldnt find any. then i bought dinner at 7-11. the $2.50 combo. came back and ate my dinner. watched frogyy. at arnd 10 plus, went with the guys to eat rotiprata. and met the con-kopiauntie. sighs. victor and huigun bought alcohol. wooh! and we went back to chalet. slept in room3 with phebe, on the floor. LOL. and phebe mumbles in her dreams while yuxuan screams in his dreams!! LOL. whats wrong with these ppl? huigun witness the whole thing because she wasnt asleep most of the time. and i did see phebe mumble and yuxuan screaming. LOL. the others were watching blade in the living room while me,eve,anet,phebe, wenqi,jiahui, yuxuan,victor,ahma were in room3, playing white chicks on gabriel's dvd player. it wasnt kinda smooth bahhs. there were jams. weihan came in and had to take back the dvd player cause he's leaving to malaysia the next day. we finished the blade and played white chicks. anet's mom came with lunch. well, thanks after all. some went to beach while me, eve, yuxuan, jolene, victor, fiona, shimin filled up the water bombs. had a great time over there. [meanwhile, complicated stuff took place.] soon, others came to help with the water bombs. somehow, the water fight was triggered when most ppl came back. had bbq and tried to practise for toriQ. watched a little bit of froggy. anet left with her mum. some left. but ms haq came. thanks for the fudge cake. her niece came too. talkative. hahas. after that, the rest were on the balcony, having water fight and playing concentration- fish eve shimin kailing mel cheyenne jolene huigun wenqi ahma zongyang jiahui victor yanguang gabriel xp yx. had a real great time. played for 3 hours of water and the water was flowing continuosly. they bathed there. LOL. zongyang and i fell. i bathed and watched chucky. lame show lorhhs. i slept and kailing and mel bought prata for me. thanks dears. woke up at arnd 6.15 and realised that the prata was bought arnd 45mins ago. hahas. went to heat it up and ate. so nice(: went back to bed after that while others went for prata. heard a commotion. curious, i saw army guys jogging and singing a their jogging song. dunno what commandos thingy de. but im sure of something, atleast. they cant sing! hahas. kidding luhhs. woke up at 9.15 and packed my stuff. tried to finish up the food left and left at arnd11? went to century mall for long john. some left for emilyrose while phebe, me, ahma, victor, yuxuan, jiahui, zongyang, xp left. took the train to pasir ris, then to dobby ghuat, then to marina and back to jurong east direction. didnt want to go home so early so i came to zongyang's house with ahma. gonna leave at 6. tonight's froggy is gonna be so interesting. (:
2gracechalet- im lovin' it.

Monday, November 7

{ freed on 4:10 AM

its 11.38am. brother still asleep so i shall take this chance to use come till i song! rotting at home. extended lessons tml. come to think of it, what have i done during the extended lessons so far? NOTHING! except during pac? im going to bring back more books tml. clearing my table soon. yeahh! our troop aint gonna change. LIM BO SENG! LIM BO SENG! LIM BO SENG! getting more acrylic paints for our flag! maybe we will get troop tees, since we're able to wear them during 1 or 2 days of the camp. orange! then we can match with eve's troop which is limegreen!! woo!

Sunday, November 6

{ freed on 4:00 PM

and my brother just came to kb me again. saying that im still using the com at this hour. come on lahh. you want to use then say lahh. cut ur act man. stop acting like a ~~nice gentleman~~. it wont work on me.

{ freed on 3:09 PM

it still doesnt affect how im feeling now, much. my dad just "talked" to me. he said he couldnt stand my attitude and behaviour at times. and he said that i need a change and a initiative at times. what he did know is that i am jealous. im jealous of the treatment my brother gets at times. i mean like, its not that my dad doesnt loves me. if he couldnt give a damn abt me, he couldnt have bothered to talk to me. its not that i dont respect him that results in my attitude and behaviour. its just that what parents do at times reflect in my attitude and behaviour towards them. sometimes, it really hurts. take this basic fact for example. what they see is that im always using the com and watching tv. but what they didnt see is that my brother has been using computer much much more than how much i did. i cant deny that my brother is much more intelligent and thinks further ahead. but why does it seems that parents tend to see the nicer things of him and the not-so-nice things about me? i am just like a kid who knows nothing to them, who doesnt knows how to protect myself. its not that i dont love my family. somehow, i feel that i am really who i am in school and with my friends. sometimes, i even felt that i belong to nowhere. it feels so helpless and i just want a shoulder which i can always rely on. i know my family are always there for me. but it felt different. and my brother's comments just sark. to him, im like a small, stupid kid who cant survive in the society. i really feel so helpless now and listening to my blog song makes me feel worst. im sorry for everything that i've done that seemed wrong in your eyes. i want to be independent in your eyes...

independent.

{ freed on 1:06 PM

parents nowadays are weirdos bahhs. my mum screams at me for not washing a bowl that i just used. but i dont see her screaming at my brother when he does the same. take yesterday for a example. i was out the whole day and when i was home, the basin was full of dishes. must be my brother's matserpiece for my parents were out at work. when my mum was home, she didnt scream at him. and when i finally had a chance to blog, my brother was like,"i throw rubbish, you wash the bowls okay?". then i said,"i've already washed what i've used.". and my brother was like,"yalayala bloody hell.". like what did i do wrongly? HELLO?! wake up lahhs. september have already ended. i think my parents were like damn biase lorh. my brother has been using the com form the morning till evening playing conquer. i dont see whats so nice about it. -rolling eyes- and ym dad just shouted at me saying that my phone is ringing. okay, he just trying to tell me that my phone is ringing. but he said,"dont answer then later call back right? you think my back is so hard mehh?". he's trying to say that he's not rich. like so what if i answer the call? its still on my phone right? and calling in or out still costs money. so what difference does it make? go on and cancel my phone if you want? it doesnt matter much to me. so it seems like i owe these people damn lot for bringing me into this world. should have just killed me right? and you all have been spending so damn lot money on my brother for his consultation fees for his damn pimply face. and my mum complains so much for just spending alittle on me. how much have you spended on the more than 7 specs that my brother owns? maybe you all feels that you guys owe my brother sth. so does that makes me owe you folks sth? when will you all treat me equally? it doesnt feels worthwhile, somehow. someday, i shall be real independent- move out, get a job and support myself.

and whats the bloody problem with my neighbours?! irritating people. when my brother's game is on and i use it to blog, the com will always restart.

im looking forward to training camp.

Saturday, November 5

{ freed on 1:40 PM

extended lessons today. petrina had a hole in her ear. played that book-throwing game. she said "can i trust you? can i?", when i fail to take initiative to catch that book. i have no idea but that few words that she said affected me alot. somehow, it even made me dun feel like going for the ice-cream treat. it triggered my tears once more. dunno how lahhs. but those few words seems to mean alot to me. didnt talk much during pac [as usual]. went for recess. maths lessons. she's mumbbling to herself again. then it was english lessons. as usual, same pattern, never-changing. COMPREHENSION. my ~~lost~~ pencilcase was found in the toilet. kailing left it there after our water fight last lesson. went to j8 with kailing wenqi jolene. had lunch at kfc. then kailing left for choir. while the 3 of us went arnd j8. watched drumline numerous times. it was on those bravia tvs. then we went to the playground at 3rd level. then we went orchard. we were simply too free to just stay at j8. went to heeren. i bought piggy while jolene took her golden chance to take pictures of dale and chips, without paying. and she accidentally recorded her act without her even realising it. then we went to cine. and left at arnd 5.30. came back before 7, without fail to watch froggy. damn storyline. SORRY LAHH JUNHAO!! TOO LATE LIAOX. TIANYU IS ZIQIAN DE REN LIAO!! HAHAHA!! sighs. yiyong suddenly asked me if i know what denise did to kailing. was surprised. he said he didnt know also. but i said only know that denise is in the same troop as kailing, thats all. im having some stupid thoughts going in my mind. damn. IM FREE TML!! TV-BRAIN WASH TIME AGAIN! yupps. and seems like everyone knows that we have been reshuffled. thats the shocking news. flag's gone!! restarting everything allover again.

Friday, November 4

{ freed on 1:20 PM

long time never blog agian. internet service was down and my bro's hooked on conquer. alot of things have happened over these days. maybe its because i didnt blog bahhs. went to interview at yishun's yoshinoya. hmms. hope can get that job bahhs. at least. i dont mind now. im desperate for a job. went out with melly eve kailing on deepavali. melly misses us loads! went to cine's long john for eve and kailing's lunch. went arnd the whole orchard and finally to esplanade. the roof was filled with chin chows and couples, cuddling. and melly says that guys are jerks. HAHAS. sat down in esplanade and rott. took pictures (: and the guard came to tell us off, not to lean against the poster. view of the glass roof inside esplanade at night sure looks great! and i was seduced by the huge burgers that a couple was having inside esplanade because i was starving. went to marina square's kopitiam for a light snack. but the food there isnt cheap. then we went to giant to meet melly's friend, jeremy. and we saw j'lo on tv! jennifer lo lahhs! waited for a long time and melly called her friend. then she said that her friend was inside giant. that was hilarious. that mushroom head. and kailing said i look like jeremy. hmms. nth much but i regretted my huge reaction. HAHAS. he seems quiet though. had boring lessons the next day. mrs agyang didnt even come for bio lessons. so we were like ra-rang-ing arnd. and john's BMI is only 14!!! hahas. mine's 15.6 kaes. still underweight. and i was teasing john saying that he's severely underweight. went home and saw alot of phs ppl at yck mrt station. got changed and came out to meet my brother. saw that beary was open. curious, i went in. woo!! alot of new stuff inside. the shop's owned by my friend's cousin. and you know that kapo luminious green monkey? the usual price was $11.90 but now its selling at $9.90!! great place to look for presents still. and i saw a few cute ones. ((X went to grandpa's house with brother. brought some food along for him. it was his birthday. but it was already celebrated the day before. mean ppl to not even tell us. but nevermind because i certainly wun want to see my 2nd aunt. she so HAO LIAN!! bet grandpa was so darn happy to see us. i fell asleep on the chair and went to sleep on the bed. woke up at arnd 6 and tot that i had missed froggy. hmms. i took away my grandfather's chance to watch tong xin yuan. he never watches froggy. left at arnd 10 plus. today, went out for troop meeting. did our flag, the one with the huge "lin" on it. our masterpiece. but something's major gonna strick us soon. bet you that those who know abt it will kb de. played blindmice and freeze today. sweatout. called sherjie to ask abt the notes thingy. then he said that the uncle gave him 3 extra copies. maybe the 3 extra comes from me and i might have 3 missing. and he spent $12 plus on the cost of 22 copies. and i wanted 39 copies. so it would cost me arnd $24. didnt had enough with me. so i went home to take more money and came out. it was $19.50. i was suprised at the price. paid and asked for a receipt [for fun]. i stood outside the shop and counted. only 36 pieces. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAS. so i went back and said i wanted 39 pieces but there were only 36 pieces. the guy in blue counted and took a piece to photocopy. then came the white, the one whom i paid money to. he counted. guessed he couldnt believe bahhs. then he told the boss, white hair guy. the boss came to count twice. guessed he was feeling unfair bahhs. HAHAHAS. then the blue guy came out with 3 copies for me and i left with them. actually, they missed out my master copy. i shld be having 40 pieces including the master copy. but see that boss so bueysong, forget abt it lahhs. HAHAS. felt so shuang just now. then i went to walk sunplaza, including beary again and left home for froggie. damn tianyu lahhs. she caused yunxi to be injured in the next episode. and i think tianyu with ziqian also not bad lehhs. that stupid junhao. now then realise that tianyu is nice. TOO LATE LE BALDY!! HAHAS. i want more froggy!! ((X there's school tml. i think i can only listen more attentively during pac bahhs (: