[well, seriously, ur idiotic comments dont matter to me. go on and say whatever you want about me. all i can say is,"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL!!!". and i think its true.]
had accounts yesterday. and i cried. so what if i do? i mean im like sitting "out" of the row, without a table. and very often, when notes or worksheets are passed down the row, nobody bothers to pass one to me. like yesterday. i was asking which ledger to do the homework in and there were some confusion. or whatever. and i didnt get the worksheet when it was passed down. then i asked petrina for it, before she left the class. and she said,"you are very funny. you are not paying attention in class." but she didnt realise how hurtful that sentence was to me. it wasnt the first time i asked her for the notes. infact, it was already the third time. i was paying attention in class. infact, i was making alot of notes which i believe is more than how much anybody did in class. and she says that im not paying attention in class. wth. its like so absurd. not everybody understands how i feel.
i know i've been real emotional lately. but what can i do? i will die earlier if i dont let my feelings flow. but im glad that KAILING* is there for me. THANKS DEAR.
hmmms. having my chinese paper tml. wish me all the best bahhs.
